1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:02,920 --> 00:00:06,507 (light instrumental music) 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:19,979 --> 00:00:22,732 - [William Voiceover] Here's how the story was told to me. 5 00:00:22,773 --> 00:00:25,443 ♪ I always say ♪ 6 00:00:25,484 --> 00:00:30,197 ♪ I got things wrong ♪ 7 00:00:30,239 --> 00:00:32,908 ♪ I waited here ♪ 8 00:00:32,950 --> 00:00:35,703 ♪ A bit too long ♪ 9 00:00:36,954 --> 00:00:38,581 - Just ignore him. - Okay. 10 00:00:40,124 --> 00:00:42,209 - Hey, hey, what y'all doing? 11 00:00:42,251 --> 00:00:44,044 Say Jesse, how 'bout you talk Danielle out 12 00:00:44,086 --> 00:00:45,546 of being mad at me? 13 00:00:45,588 --> 00:00:48,174 And both of y'all hop in the car with me and Vince here, 14 00:00:48,215 --> 00:00:50,593 and we can all take a spin into Dallas. 15 00:00:50,634 --> 00:00:51,886 - We got school tomorrow, stupid. 16 00:00:51,927 --> 00:00:54,638 - Oh come on, Jesse. 17 00:00:56,098 --> 00:00:59,560 We'll be back before anybody gets in any real trouble. 18 00:00:59,602 --> 00:01:01,145 Y'all know Vince? 19 00:01:01,187 --> 00:01:02,688 This here is Vince Harding. 20 00:01:02,730 --> 00:01:05,858 Vince, this is Jesse, and that one's Dan. 21 00:01:06,984 --> 00:01:08,569 Dan's a little mad at me right now. 22 00:01:08,611 --> 00:01:11,113 - I'm not mad at you, John Jaegerman. 23 00:01:11,155 --> 00:01:12,364 I'm just bored with you. 24 00:01:14,325 --> 00:01:17,077 - Jesse, will you tell Dan that she's the only girl 25 00:01:17,119 --> 00:01:18,871 I'll ever love? 26 00:01:18,913 --> 00:01:20,372 - [Danielle] Jesse, will you tell John to please 27 00:01:20,414 --> 00:01:23,501 think about that the next time he decides to steal a car? 28 00:01:23,542 --> 00:01:25,252 - [John] They didn't even press any charges. 29 00:01:25,294 --> 00:01:27,797 They knew I was just goofing around. 30 00:01:27,838 --> 00:01:29,590 - What about you, Mr. Vince? 31 00:01:29,632 --> 00:01:30,925 Do you talk? 32 00:01:30,966 --> 00:01:32,885 - I know a joke. 33 00:01:32,927 --> 00:01:34,595 - [Jesse] Well let's hear it. 34 00:01:34,637 --> 00:01:35,471 - Okay. 35 00:01:38,307 --> 00:01:40,392 There's these two monks, alright? 36 00:01:40,434 --> 00:01:41,477 There's like a regular monk guy. 37 00:01:41,519 --> 00:01:42,561 - [William Voiceover] My mother didn't need 38 00:01:42,603 --> 00:01:43,979 to hear the joke. 39 00:01:44,021 --> 00:01:47,233 She was already dead bull's eye in love. 40 00:01:47,274 --> 00:01:49,318 She listened to the sound of his voice, 41 00:01:49,360 --> 00:01:52,071 thinking what a good father he'd make. 42 00:01:52,112 --> 00:01:55,032 - And the guy says, "Well, I'm not much into fish, 43 00:01:55,074 --> 00:01:58,577 "but I sure am gonna love working with you fuckin' guys". 44 00:02:03,457 --> 00:02:05,209 - Come on, Dan, let's go to Dallas. 45 00:02:06,210 --> 00:02:08,711 ♪ Now I'm stuck here ♪ 46 00:02:08,753 --> 00:02:12,633 ♪ Looking by ♪ 47 00:02:12,675 --> 00:02:16,011 ♪ Where I lost a friend ♪ 48 00:02:19,765 --> 00:02:21,100 - [Jesse] It's a nice car. 49 00:02:21,141 --> 00:02:24,144 - [Vince] It's just a 'Cuda. 50 00:02:24,186 --> 00:02:26,438 (laughter) 51 00:02:27,982 --> 00:02:32,987 ♪ Now I have lost my head ♪ 52 00:02:34,655 --> 00:02:39,410 ♪ Way back when the world was young ♪ 53 00:02:40,536 --> 00:02:44,540 ♪ Long before the song was sung ♪ 54 00:02:46,000 --> 00:02:47,501 - [William Voiceover] Three weeks later, 55 00:02:47,543 --> 00:02:50,713 I was conceived in the back of that Plymouth. 56 00:02:50,754 --> 00:02:53,340 I was thinking a lot about that story. 57 00:02:53,382 --> 00:02:56,051 I wondered if sex was easier in Texas 58 00:02:56,093 --> 00:02:57,636 than it was in New York. 59 00:02:59,972 --> 00:03:02,099 (applause) 60 00:03:02,141 --> 00:03:05,144 (slow guitar music) 61 00:03:06,562 --> 00:03:09,023 I wondered how my father had talked to my mother. 62 00:03:10,733 --> 00:03:12,985 I wondered how other men in general behaved 63 00:03:13,027 --> 00:03:14,612 when they were alone with women. 64 00:03:16,780 --> 00:03:21,785 ♪ Don't matter how long it takes ♪ 65 00:03:23,078 --> 00:03:26,832 ♪ One day the dam will break ♪ 66 00:03:28,751 --> 00:03:29,835 (siren wails) 67 00:03:29,877 --> 00:03:34,882 ♪ One day the tears will fall ♪ 68 00:03:36,175 --> 00:03:39,511 ♪ Just by the waterfall ♪ 69 00:03:42,056 --> 00:03:47,061 - What will you give me for it? 70 00:03:49,188 --> 00:03:51,607 What will you give me for it? 71 00:03:53,359 --> 00:03:54,234 My heart is gold. 72 00:03:54,276 --> 00:03:56,695 What will you give me for it? 73 00:03:57,655 --> 00:03:59,073 My heart is gold. 74 00:04:00,574 --> 00:04:02,117 What will you give me for it? 75 00:04:03,577 --> 00:04:06,246 (mellow music) 76 00:04:16,423 --> 00:04:20,135 ♪ No matter how long it takes ♪ 77 00:04:20,177 --> 00:04:22,471 - [Man at Bar] You got religion, and you've got sex. 78 00:04:22,513 --> 00:04:27,393 In between is theater, you know, it's where they meet. 79 00:04:27,434 --> 00:04:29,979 "A Streetcar Named Desire", half porno, half church. 80 00:04:31,480 --> 00:04:34,775 It's like Buddhism, the middle way, the razor's edge. 81 00:04:34,817 --> 00:04:36,735 And my job, I'm like a Buddha savant. 82 00:04:38,028 --> 00:04:40,531 You know, I mean, should we go to the brothel, 83 00:04:40,572 --> 00:04:41,699 or should we go to the church? 84 00:04:41,740 --> 00:04:43,617 Let's go to the theater. 85 00:04:43,659 --> 00:04:46,495 - Sarah doesn't think men have vaginas. 86 00:04:46,537 --> 00:04:48,247 - Yeah, well, I agree with her. 87 00:04:48,288 --> 00:04:49,123 - What? 88 00:04:49,164 --> 00:04:50,708 - I said, I don't have a vagina. 89 00:04:51,542 --> 00:04:52,376 - Yeah, you do. 90 00:04:56,046 --> 00:04:57,506 - Hi, I'm William. 91 00:04:58,757 --> 00:05:00,759 I'm an actor, so I'm totally full of shit. 92 00:05:00,801 --> 00:05:01,719 Don't believe a word I say. 93 00:05:03,220 --> 00:05:05,097 I just figured I should tell you that right off the bat 94 00:05:05,139 --> 00:05:06,974 so you don't get disappointed later. 95 00:05:08,142 --> 00:05:09,935 You ever see "Star Trek"? 96 00:05:09,977 --> 00:05:10,561 The original one? 97 00:05:11,854 --> 00:05:14,189 Well, I'm kind of like Spock in that episode 98 00:05:14,231 --> 00:05:15,691 where he tells the replicants 99 00:05:15,733 --> 00:05:17,568 that everything he says is a lie. 100 00:05:17,609 --> 00:05:20,029 And they go, "If everything you say is a lie, 101 00:05:20,070 --> 00:05:21,155 "then you're lying right now, 102 00:05:21,196 --> 00:05:22,364 "which means you're telling the truth, 103 00:05:22,406 --> 00:05:23,949 "which means you're lying." 104 00:05:23,991 --> 00:05:26,368 And then smoke comes out of their ears, 105 00:05:26,410 --> 00:05:28,620 and they malfunction, and he gets to escape. 106 00:05:29,872 --> 00:05:31,457 See, you just seem a little stiff to me, 107 00:05:31,498 --> 00:05:33,834 and I'm trying to make sure you're not a replicant. 108 00:05:36,336 --> 00:05:37,880 Do you speak English? 109 00:05:37,921 --> 00:05:39,840 - (laughs) Yes. 110 00:05:39,882 --> 00:05:42,468 - [William] Ah, good, I was worried you didn't understand 111 00:05:42,509 --> 00:05:43,719 a word I say. 112 00:05:43,761 --> 00:05:46,138 - Don't worry, you're not that complicated. 113 00:05:46,180 --> 00:05:47,222 - What? 114 00:05:47,264 --> 00:05:48,807 - [Sarah] You're not that complicated. 115 00:05:48,849 --> 00:05:50,809 - Ah, thanks. 116 00:05:52,644 --> 00:05:56,190 ♪ For you to hide ♪ 117 00:05:56,231 --> 00:05:57,149 - Are you nervous? 118 00:05:59,943 --> 00:06:01,779 - No, I'm not nervous. 119 00:06:04,114 --> 00:06:05,657 Why would I be nervous? 120 00:06:06,700 --> 00:06:10,329 ♪ When you know that I care ♪ 121 00:06:11,455 --> 00:06:13,082 Okay, I'm nervous all the time. 122 00:06:13,123 --> 00:06:14,541 I don't know why. 123 00:06:16,376 --> 00:06:17,211 - Me too. 124 00:06:18,962 --> 00:06:23,175 ♪ One day, the dam will break. ♪ 125 00:06:23,217 --> 00:06:24,426 So, you're really an actor, huh? 126 00:06:24,468 --> 00:06:25,677 - Yeah. 127 00:06:25,719 --> 00:06:28,305 Yeah I got an audition for the movie version 128 00:06:28,347 --> 00:06:29,765 of "Camino Real" tomorrow. 129 00:06:30,641 --> 00:06:32,059 You ever read that play? 130 00:06:32,101 --> 00:06:32,935 - No. 131 00:06:33,769 --> 00:06:34,603 - Tennessee Williams. 132 00:06:34,645 --> 00:06:35,646 - Mm mm. 133 00:06:35,687 --> 00:06:36,438 - Me neither. 134 00:06:37,606 --> 00:06:39,566 My lines are good, though, I read them. 135 00:06:40,901 --> 00:06:43,779 - Well, don't you have to read the whole play? 136 00:06:43,821 --> 00:06:45,531 - Yeah, I guess I should, huh? 137 00:06:46,490 --> 00:06:49,243 I tried, it's just really weird. 138 00:06:49,284 --> 00:06:51,161 It's about a bunch of people unhappy 139 00:06:51,203 --> 00:06:52,329 'cause they're not sure if they're living 140 00:06:52,371 --> 00:06:53,205 or they're dead. 141 00:06:55,707 --> 00:06:57,793 - Why do you want to be an actor? 142 00:06:57,835 --> 00:06:59,253 - I don't, really. 143 00:06:59,294 --> 00:07:01,421 It's just the only thing I've ever really been good at. 144 00:07:03,507 --> 00:07:05,300 - I want to be a singer. 145 00:07:05,342 --> 00:07:06,385 - Oh yeah? - Yeah. 146 00:07:06,426 --> 00:07:07,553 - You gonna be a star? 147 00:07:08,595 --> 00:07:10,722 - I want to be a musician. 148 00:07:10,764 --> 00:07:13,100 - Okay, that's cool. 149 00:07:13,142 --> 00:07:15,769 - I don't want to be famous, you know? 150 00:07:15,811 --> 00:07:16,645 I like to sing. 151 00:07:17,771 --> 00:07:19,648 I want to do what I love. 152 00:07:19,690 --> 00:07:20,649 - Are you any good? 153 00:07:21,900 --> 00:07:23,026 - It's not important. 154 00:07:24,069 --> 00:07:25,070 Are you any good? 155 00:07:25,112 --> 00:07:26,321 - I'm great. 156 00:07:26,363 --> 00:07:26,947 - Oh yeah? 157 00:07:26,989 --> 00:07:28,282 - Yeah. 158 00:07:28,323 --> 00:07:31,160 I'm tellin' you, there's nothin' I can do about it. 159 00:07:31,201 --> 00:07:33,036 I'm just great. (laughter) 160 00:07:33,078 --> 00:07:35,330 - Okay, well, do something for me. 161 00:07:38,750 --> 00:07:40,085 - My heart is gold. 162 00:07:41,211 --> 00:07:42,880 What will you give me for it? 163 00:07:42,921 --> 00:07:43,797 (laughter) 164 00:07:43,839 --> 00:07:44,673 - What's that? 165 00:07:44,715 --> 00:07:45,549 - Tennessee. 166 00:07:46,884 --> 00:07:48,635 I'm just whoever I pretend to be. 167 00:07:49,970 --> 00:07:51,638 You ever feel like that? 168 00:07:51,680 --> 00:07:53,640 Like all you are is the person you were pretending 169 00:07:53,682 --> 00:07:54,725 to be in high school? 170 00:07:55,559 --> 00:07:56,393 - Uh, 171 00:07:57,644 --> 00:07:58,478 no. 172 00:07:59,730 --> 00:08:01,440 But don't worry, you are somebody. 173 00:08:01,481 --> 00:08:04,234 If you'd stop pretending, it'll come out all by itself. 174 00:08:05,652 --> 00:08:07,029 - Do you want to get married? 175 00:08:07,070 --> 00:08:07,905 - No. 176 00:08:11,200 --> 00:08:13,243 - I don't want to be an actor. 177 00:08:13,285 --> 00:08:15,078 It's a little disappointing when your best quality 178 00:08:15,120 --> 00:08:16,830 is pretending to be someone else. 179 00:08:18,040 --> 00:08:21,168 I want to be somebody specific, you know? 180 00:08:23,045 --> 00:08:24,588 I was born in Texas. 181 00:08:24,630 --> 00:08:27,049 But I left there when I was eight. 182 00:08:27,090 --> 00:08:28,926 And sometimes, I think if I had just stayed, 183 00:08:28,967 --> 00:08:32,346 I could be a regular person, you know? 184 00:08:32,386 --> 00:08:34,264 Billy, the lumber guy, or whatever. 185 00:08:34,306 --> 00:08:37,100 Instead of running around with my head cut off. 186 00:08:37,142 --> 00:08:38,352 - Why'd you leave Texas? 187 00:08:39,519 --> 00:08:41,270 - My mom had wanderlust. 188 00:08:42,188 --> 00:08:43,273 - What about your dad? 189 00:08:44,232 --> 00:08:45,567 - I don't really know him. 190 00:08:49,071 --> 00:08:50,364 - Don't smoke that. 191 00:08:50,405 --> 00:08:51,240 - Why not? 192 00:08:52,741 --> 00:08:54,868 - Because I'm thinking about kissing you. 193 00:08:56,078 --> 00:08:56,912 - Okay. 194 00:08:58,038 --> 00:08:59,498 Good to know. 195 00:08:59,539 --> 00:09:00,457 It's good to know. 196 00:09:04,211 --> 00:09:06,922 - [Sarah] So you're gonna be a big movie star, huh? 197 00:09:06,964 --> 00:09:08,757 - [William] Yeah, it's my destiny. 198 00:09:10,050 --> 00:09:12,803 - [Sarah] (laughs) God, you're unbelievable. 199 00:09:12,844 --> 00:09:14,596 - [William] I try to be. 200 00:09:14,638 --> 00:09:16,723 Born yesterday, but I stayed up all night. 201 00:09:19,101 --> 00:09:20,018 - This is my door. 202 00:09:22,521 --> 00:09:23,355 - You live here? 203 00:09:24,648 --> 00:09:26,024 - [Sarah] Yeah. 204 00:09:26,066 --> 00:09:27,442 - No shit, really? 205 00:09:29,319 --> 00:09:32,281 - That's my window. (Sarah laughs) 206 00:09:32,322 --> 00:09:34,783 My window looks out on your front door. 207 00:09:36,076 --> 00:09:39,162 - Well, I just got to New York City tonight. 208 00:09:39,204 --> 00:09:40,247 I'm staying with a friend. 209 00:09:40,289 --> 00:09:41,623 - Come here, come here, come here. 210 00:09:41,665 --> 00:09:43,041 Do me a favor, stand right here. 211 00:09:43,083 --> 00:09:43,917 - Okay. 212 00:09:44,835 --> 00:09:45,836 - Right there, just like that. 213 00:09:45,877 --> 00:09:46,670 - Why? 214 00:09:46,712 --> 00:09:47,587 - That's good, one second. 215 00:09:48,672 --> 00:09:49,881 - I feel weird. 216 00:09:50,966 --> 00:09:52,384 (laughs) What am I doing here? 217 00:09:55,846 --> 00:09:57,723 What? 218 00:09:57,764 --> 00:09:59,766 (mellow music) 219 00:09:59,808 --> 00:10:03,061 (Sarah laughs) 220 00:10:03,103 --> 00:10:05,772 (mellow music) 221 00:10:33,800 --> 00:10:35,844 - [William Voiceover] Looking out at what was now her door, 222 00:10:35,886 --> 00:10:39,014 I had the profound feeling that my life had changed. 223 00:10:40,974 --> 00:10:42,059 And I was right, 224 00:10:42,100 --> 00:10:44,353 not in the way I had thought. 225 00:10:44,394 --> 00:10:47,564 I hadn't met the woman I was to grow gray with. 226 00:10:47,606 --> 00:10:51,026 I was 20 years old, and by the time I was 21, 227 00:10:51,068 --> 00:10:53,612 I'd be heartbroken. 228 00:10:54,863 --> 00:10:57,449 (mellow music) 229 00:11:11,129 --> 00:11:12,172 - [Sarah] Hi. 230 00:11:12,214 --> 00:11:13,298 - [William] Nice to see you. 231 00:11:13,340 --> 00:11:14,466 What's your name again? 232 00:11:15,550 --> 00:11:17,177 - You don't remember my name? 233 00:11:17,219 --> 00:11:18,053 - I'm kidding. 234 00:11:20,305 --> 00:11:21,807 - Oh my God, did I do that? 235 00:11:21,848 --> 00:11:22,682 - [William] Yeah. 236 00:11:24,017 --> 00:11:25,102 - Are you mad? 237 00:11:26,103 --> 00:11:27,562 - No. 238 00:11:27,604 --> 00:11:29,106 - Do you do that all the time? 239 00:11:30,399 --> 00:11:32,067 - [William] Do what? 240 00:11:33,568 --> 00:11:34,736 - Kiss girls. 241 00:11:34,778 --> 00:11:36,029 - Hey Sarah, we're gonna start in about 242 00:11:36,071 --> 00:11:37,531 10 minutes, alright? 243 00:11:43,203 --> 00:11:44,496 Is she okay? 244 00:11:44,538 --> 00:11:46,373 - I think something's wrong with her microphone. 245 00:11:46,415 --> 00:11:48,834 - [Dave] I'll get it. 246 00:11:48,875 --> 00:11:50,377 - [William] Hey Sarah? 247 00:11:50,419 --> 00:11:53,296 That dude said he'd take care of the microphone business. 248 00:11:55,882 --> 00:11:57,300 What? - Come here. 249 00:11:59,302 --> 00:12:00,595 I'm behaving ridiculously. 250 00:12:00,637 --> 00:12:01,847 - [William] Yeah, you are. 251 00:12:01,888 --> 00:12:03,223 - [Sarah] I'm sorry about the hickey thing. 252 00:12:03,265 --> 00:12:04,599 - [William] It's A-okay. 253 00:12:04,641 --> 00:12:06,435 - [Sarah] Hmm. 254 00:12:06,476 --> 00:12:11,481 (heavy breathing) (kissing) 255 00:12:15,944 --> 00:12:16,903 I should go now. 256 00:12:16,945 --> 00:12:18,363 - [William] Okay. 257 00:12:20,615 --> 00:12:21,032 Good luck. 258 00:12:21,074 --> 00:12:22,117 - Okay. 259 00:12:22,159 --> 00:12:23,201 - [William] Just pretend you're someone else. 260 00:12:23,243 --> 00:12:24,786 - What? 261 00:12:24,828 --> 00:12:26,788 - Think of your favorite singer, 262 00:12:26,830 --> 00:12:29,249 and just start out by pretending to be her. 263 00:12:29,291 --> 00:12:31,751 The rest'll come easy, and it'll secretly be you. 264 00:12:34,212 --> 00:12:35,505 - Can I borrow your jacket? 265 00:12:37,716 --> 00:12:38,550 - Uh. 266 00:12:43,388 --> 00:12:45,932 - Come on buddy, take off your jacket. 267 00:12:48,351 --> 00:12:49,728 Come on, it's hot as hell in here, man. 268 00:12:54,733 --> 00:12:56,526 Come on buddy, take off your jacket. 269 00:12:58,653 --> 00:13:01,406 Now listen to me, William, your mother and you 270 00:13:01,448 --> 00:13:02,407 are moving away. 271 00:13:03,533 --> 00:13:04,868 And I can't come after you. 272 00:13:05,744 --> 00:13:06,578 I can't, 273 00:13:08,205 --> 00:13:09,664 because I can't. 274 00:13:09,706 --> 00:13:11,416 You know I'm going to try to get some money together 275 00:13:11,458 --> 00:13:13,919 and visit you as much as I can, 276 00:13:13,960 --> 00:13:16,963 but it won't be as often as I want, all right? 277 00:13:21,551 --> 00:13:24,513 But it's killing me, all right? 278 00:13:24,554 --> 00:13:28,058 I mean, it's, it's really killing me. 279 00:13:29,643 --> 00:13:31,478 And I want you to remember one thing. 280 00:13:31,520 --> 00:13:33,104 (train whistle blows) 281 00:13:33,146 --> 00:13:33,980 Can you hear me? 282 00:13:37,359 --> 00:13:39,402 Just remember one thing. 283 00:13:39,444 --> 00:13:42,822 I am not the one leaving Texas, all right? 284 00:13:44,282 --> 00:13:45,450 Will you remember that? 285 00:13:50,914 --> 00:13:53,041 Come on, take off your jacket. 286 00:13:54,417 --> 00:13:57,003 (mellow music) 287 00:14:00,090 --> 00:14:05,095 ♪ Some time when we meet up yonder ♪ 288 00:14:07,097 --> 00:14:12,102 ♪ We'll stroll hand in hand again ♪ 289 00:14:14,396 --> 00:14:19,401 ♪ In the land that knows no parting ♪ 290 00:14:21,486 --> 00:14:24,781 ♪ Blue eyes crying ♪ 291 00:14:24,823 --> 00:14:27,325 ♪ In the rain ♪ 292 00:14:29,286 --> 00:14:31,621 (applause) 293 00:14:33,290 --> 00:14:34,416 - That's my jacket. 294 00:14:37,877 --> 00:14:38,962 You know what I'm gonna do? 295 00:14:39,004 --> 00:14:41,298 I'm gonna buy a car, an old silver one 296 00:14:41,339 --> 00:14:45,677 with a big dashboard, and drive you down to Nashville. 297 00:14:45,719 --> 00:14:47,345 Take you to the Grand Ole Opry, 298 00:14:47,387 --> 00:14:49,848 and make you a big motherfucking star. 299 00:14:50,682 --> 00:14:52,434 - Can I sing Johnny Cash? 300 00:14:52,475 --> 00:14:53,393 - Are you kidding? 301 00:14:55,186 --> 00:14:56,563 Why don't you move in with me? 302 00:14:57,731 --> 00:14:59,733 - I came to New York to be on my own. 303 00:14:59,774 --> 00:15:01,109 - I'll move out. 304 00:15:02,319 --> 00:15:03,153 Sorry. 305 00:15:06,072 --> 00:15:07,782 - I found my own place. 306 00:15:10,201 --> 00:15:13,079 But I'll stay with you until my lease starts, if you want. 307 00:15:13,121 --> 00:15:14,539 - I want. 308 00:15:14,581 --> 00:15:16,207 Yeah, it'll be good. 309 00:15:17,667 --> 00:15:19,878 - But I won't have sex with you. 310 00:15:19,919 --> 00:15:20,754 - Why not? 311 00:15:22,339 --> 00:15:24,674 - Because I have a scar right here. 312 00:15:24,716 --> 00:15:25,884 - That's okay. 313 00:15:26,801 --> 00:15:27,969 I got lots of scars. 314 00:15:30,180 --> 00:15:32,557 - Okay, then I'll sleep over. 315 00:15:35,226 --> 00:15:36,686 - [William] But you won't have sex with me. 316 00:15:36,728 --> 00:15:37,771 - [Sarah] I'll have sex with you 317 00:15:37,812 --> 00:15:39,814 when I have my own apartment. 318 00:15:39,856 --> 00:15:41,524 - [William] So it's kind of like an audition? 319 00:15:41,566 --> 00:15:42,817 - [Sarah] Yeah. 320 00:15:44,027 --> 00:15:46,112 - [William] I hope I get a callback. 321 00:15:46,154 --> 00:15:48,740 (Sarah laughs) 322 00:15:52,202 --> 00:15:54,579 - [William Voiceover] It was Wednesday when we met, 323 00:15:54,621 --> 00:15:57,499 Saturday when I asked her to move in, 324 00:15:57,540 --> 00:16:00,919 and by Sunday there were flowers in my apartment, 325 00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:02,629 and hummus in my refrigerator. 326 00:16:03,838 --> 00:16:05,757 I don't remember waking up that Sunday. 327 00:16:06,716 --> 00:16:08,093 I don't think I ever slept. 328 00:16:09,010 --> 00:16:11,304 I just sat there thinking, 329 00:16:11,346 --> 00:16:12,222 God damn, 330 00:16:14,224 --> 00:16:16,976 this must be what praying is like. 331 00:16:17,018 --> 00:16:20,021 (slow guitar music) 332 00:16:23,108 --> 00:16:27,445 (Sarah singing in foreign language) 333 00:16:34,661 --> 00:16:37,455 - [William] All right, ma'am, where would you like this? 334 00:16:38,873 --> 00:16:43,503 - Yay. 335 00:16:43,545 --> 00:16:45,422 (squeals) 336 00:16:45,463 --> 00:16:46,464 You really got that part? 337 00:16:46,506 --> 00:16:48,508 - I really did. 338 00:16:48,550 --> 00:16:50,301 - You're really gonna be in a movie. 339 00:16:50,343 --> 00:16:51,428 That's awesome. 340 00:16:51,469 --> 00:16:53,888 - Yeah, we leave for Mexico in a month. 341 00:16:53,930 --> 00:16:55,849 That's where we're shootin' it. 342 00:16:55,890 --> 00:16:57,892 - Oh cool, Mexico. 343 00:16:57,934 --> 00:16:59,519 That sounds like fun. 344 00:16:59,561 --> 00:17:00,937 You know what we should do? 345 00:17:02,188 --> 00:17:03,898 We should paint. 346 00:17:03,940 --> 00:17:05,442 - [William] Aren't you sleepy? 347 00:17:05,483 --> 00:17:07,026 - [Sarah] No, I think we should paint. 348 00:17:07,068 --> 00:17:08,403 - [William] Alright. 349 00:17:08,444 --> 00:17:11,364 (woman singing in foreign language) 350 00:17:11,406 --> 00:17:13,950 - Well, what do you want to do? 351 00:17:14,867 --> 00:17:16,953 - You know what I want to do. 352 00:17:16,994 --> 00:17:18,872 But painting's okay. 353 00:17:18,913 --> 00:17:23,334 (woman singing in foreign language) 354 00:17:24,335 --> 00:17:25,878 What's your shirt say? 355 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:26,755 - Oh. 356 00:17:28,840 --> 00:17:30,091 I love to fuck. 357 00:17:31,509 --> 00:17:35,847 (woman singing in foreign language) 358 00:17:40,226 --> 00:17:41,478 Does that make you feel tough? 359 00:17:41,519 --> 00:17:42,854 - It does. 360 00:17:42,896 --> 00:17:46,524 - Well, you better get serious about your painting, 361 00:17:46,566 --> 00:17:48,276 because we're not gonna go to bed tonight 362 00:17:48,318 --> 00:17:51,154 'til this whole apartment is blue. 363 00:17:52,530 --> 00:17:54,240 You're the type of boy who gets girls pregnant. 364 00:17:54,282 --> 00:17:55,658 Do you know that? 365 00:17:55,700 --> 00:17:58,703 - Yeah, my mother used to say that all the time. 366 00:18:03,917 --> 00:18:06,628 - [Sarah] You should think of me as very fragile. 367 00:18:06,669 --> 00:18:09,380 I just didn't want to be feeling this way right now. 368 00:18:09,422 --> 00:18:10,715 - [William] How do you feel? 369 00:18:11,674 --> 00:18:13,718 - [Sarah] Don't play dumb. 370 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:15,011 I'm here to be on my own. 371 00:18:16,429 --> 00:18:20,266 I'll probably just run away and leave you crushed. 372 00:18:21,351 --> 00:18:23,603 - [William] Nah, you can't hurt me. 373 00:18:23,645 --> 00:18:24,979 That's the problem. 374 00:18:25,021 --> 00:18:27,732 You just got to stick around and hear the jokes. 375 00:18:27,774 --> 00:18:28,817 - [Sarah] Oh brother. 376 00:18:30,568 --> 00:18:33,196 (mellow music) 377 00:18:35,573 --> 00:18:39,744 (Sarah sings in foreign language) 378 00:18:51,464 --> 00:18:52,924 - [William] Do you know how dumb I feel? 379 00:18:52,966 --> 00:18:54,759 - [Sarah] What do you mean? 380 00:18:54,801 --> 00:18:57,303 - [William] When you're thinking about sex like 24 hours 381 00:18:57,345 --> 00:19:01,224 a day, it significantly deteriorates your intelligence. 382 00:19:01,266 --> 00:19:02,934 (fake cries) 383 00:19:02,976 --> 00:19:03,810 - [Sarah] You know what? 384 00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:08,064 We should have done it that first night. 385 00:19:08,106 --> 00:19:10,775 That first night we kissed, I wanted to sleep with you. 386 00:19:12,110 --> 00:19:13,570 You're just giving me too much time to think. 387 00:19:13,611 --> 00:19:15,405 - I didn't think it was gonna be a one shot deal. 388 00:19:15,446 --> 00:19:16,322 - Oh, come on. 389 00:19:18,408 --> 00:19:19,742 - When's it gonna get ugly? 390 00:19:21,119 --> 00:19:22,537 When's it gonna get abusive? 391 00:19:24,914 --> 00:19:26,374 - I don't know, but it always does. 392 00:19:27,292 --> 00:19:28,751 - What kind of shit do you think we'll say 393 00:19:28,793 --> 00:19:30,545 about each other after we break up? 394 00:19:31,921 --> 00:19:32,881 - Frigid bitch. 395 00:19:32,922 --> 00:19:35,425 - All he thinks about is himself. 396 00:19:36,509 --> 00:19:38,595 - She's really still just a child. 397 00:19:38,636 --> 00:19:39,721 - He doesn't ever listen. 398 00:19:40,889 --> 00:19:42,432 - Oh, she's completely without talent. 399 00:19:42,473 --> 00:19:44,225 - Oh, he calls himself an actor? 400 00:19:44,267 --> 00:19:47,520 What a phoney. (Sarah laughs) 401 00:19:47,562 --> 00:19:49,314 Isn't it strange that'll happen? 402 00:19:51,107 --> 00:19:52,483 I'll come in here one night, 403 00:19:55,695 --> 00:19:57,030 "Listen, we got to talk". 404 00:19:58,615 --> 00:19:59,657 - What is it? 405 00:19:59,699 --> 00:20:01,159 - It's just I've been thinking and-- 406 00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:02,076 - And what? 407 00:20:03,161 --> 00:20:04,495 - I just need a little space is all. 408 00:20:04,537 --> 00:20:05,830 - Space for what? 409 00:20:05,872 --> 00:20:08,458 - Look, don't make this any harder than it is. 410 00:20:08,499 --> 00:20:10,460 I don't make you happy, you don't make me happy. 411 00:20:10,501 --> 00:20:12,795 - Yes, yes, you do. 412 00:20:12,837 --> 00:20:14,923 We can work this out, I love you. 413 00:20:15,882 --> 00:20:17,091 You're seeing someone else. 414 00:20:17,133 --> 00:20:18,301 - No, don't say that, it doesn't matter. 415 00:20:18,343 --> 00:20:19,552 - Who is it? - It doesn't matter. 416 00:20:19,594 --> 00:20:20,428 - Who is it? 417 00:20:20,470 --> 00:20:21,638 - See, I can't even talk to you. 418 00:20:21,679 --> 00:20:22,764 - Who is it, who is it? 419 00:20:23,890 --> 00:20:26,309 I always knew you didn't care about me. 420 00:20:26,351 --> 00:20:28,186 You just needed someone to talk at. 421 00:20:29,312 --> 00:20:31,606 I could have been any girl. 422 00:20:31,648 --> 00:20:34,609 - Now, don't go feeling sorry for yourself. 423 00:20:34,651 --> 00:20:36,819 The point is, it's over. 424 00:20:36,861 --> 00:20:40,448 It was fun, but I'm just not boyfriend material, you know? 425 00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:43,701 - Okay. 426 00:20:43,743 --> 00:20:45,954 I think we have to stop now because, 427 00:20:45,995 --> 00:20:48,206 oh my God, I'm so stupid. 428 00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:49,749 I'm so stupid. 429 00:20:49,791 --> 00:20:51,918 I can't do this with you. 430 00:20:51,960 --> 00:20:52,669 - We were joking. 431 00:20:52,710 --> 00:20:53,586 - [Sarah] I can't do that. 432 00:20:53,628 --> 00:20:54,629 - It was a dumb game. 433 00:20:54,671 --> 00:20:56,005 - [Sarah] I don't what a boyfriend right now. 434 00:20:56,047 --> 00:20:57,006 - Don't start having some self-fulfilling 435 00:20:57,048 --> 00:20:58,424 prophecy that I'm gonna hurt you. 436 00:20:58,466 --> 00:21:00,051 - [Sarah] I promised myself I wasn't gonna do this. 437 00:21:01,552 --> 00:21:04,347 - Listen, if you could be inside my body when I see you, 438 00:21:04,389 --> 00:21:06,599 or touch you, or think that I might see you 439 00:21:06,641 --> 00:21:09,018 or touch you, you would stop crying and slap me, 440 00:21:09,060 --> 00:21:11,938 because I'm either crazy about you, or I'm going crazy. 441 00:21:14,232 --> 00:21:15,608 - You are crazy. - Oh yeah? 442 00:21:15,650 --> 00:21:16,484 - Yeah. 443 00:21:17,860 --> 00:21:19,487 - Well, if you don't say, "I'm gonna to get over 444 00:21:19,529 --> 00:21:22,365 "my stupid hang-ups and fall desperately in love", 445 00:21:23,574 --> 00:21:25,034 I'm gonna jump off this bed. 446 00:21:25,076 --> 00:21:26,119 - [Sarah] I'm not gonna say that. 447 00:21:26,160 --> 00:21:26,744 - Say it! 448 00:21:27,996 --> 00:21:29,998 - [Sarah] I don't have any stupid hang-ups. 449 00:21:30,039 --> 00:21:32,083 - Oh, you better say it! 450 00:21:32,125 --> 00:21:34,002 - You know what, just, just stop. 451 00:21:34,043 --> 00:21:36,212 - Ah. (grunts) 452 00:21:36,254 --> 00:21:37,171 Ah! 453 00:21:37,213 --> 00:21:38,715 - Are you okay? 454 00:21:38,756 --> 00:21:41,217 - (grunts) Say you're falling desperately in love with me, 455 00:21:41,259 --> 00:21:43,302 and I'll come back to life. 456 00:21:43,344 --> 00:21:44,554 - No. 457 00:21:44,595 --> 00:21:46,347 (William grunts) 458 00:21:46,389 --> 00:21:48,307 What do you even mean by love? 459 00:21:48,349 --> 00:21:49,976 - I'm dying. 460 00:21:50,018 --> 00:21:51,310 - You're not dying. 461 00:21:51,352 --> 00:21:53,312 - Say you desperately want to kiss me passionately, 462 00:21:53,354 --> 00:21:54,689 and I'll come back to life. 463 00:21:58,526 --> 00:21:59,235 - Ah. 464 00:22:00,528 --> 00:22:04,198 I desperately want to kiss you passionately. 465 00:22:06,909 --> 00:22:08,119 (laughs) 466 00:22:08,161 --> 00:22:09,787 - A tragedy narrowly averted. 467 00:22:11,414 --> 00:22:13,082 - [Sarah] Come here. 468 00:22:16,169 --> 00:22:18,212 - [William Voiceover] I knew what was happening. 469 00:22:18,254 --> 00:22:19,464 And it was nice, 470 00:22:20,590 --> 00:22:22,842 but it wasn't what I wanted. 471 00:22:22,884 --> 00:22:25,219 (upbeat music) 472 00:22:25,261 --> 00:22:29,015 - Yo Kilroy, you big boxing bastard, get over here. 473 00:22:30,433 --> 00:22:32,977 - [Older Man] I remember winning that, spring of '79. 474 00:22:33,978 --> 00:22:35,354 - I wasn't born yet. 475 00:22:35,396 --> 00:22:36,689 - Look, I'm not saying you look bad. 476 00:22:36,731 --> 00:22:39,358 I'm just saying, I wish you were wearing a dress. 477 00:22:39,400 --> 00:22:41,569 I personally find you more attractive in a dress. 478 00:22:41,611 --> 00:22:43,446 I'm not saying that to be mean, but you asked. 479 00:22:43,488 --> 00:22:45,198 And yes, I wish you were in a dress. 480 00:22:45,239 --> 00:22:46,908 - I felt like wearing jeans tonight. 481 00:22:46,949 --> 00:22:48,159 - [Decker] So wear jeans. 482 00:22:48,201 --> 00:22:49,911 - [Kim] Do you want me to go home and change? 483 00:22:49,952 --> 00:22:51,996 - [Decker] Would I prefer that, yes. 484 00:22:52,038 --> 00:22:53,623 - You are such a shit. 485 00:22:54,957 --> 00:22:57,251 I can't believe you're friends with him. 486 00:22:58,961 --> 00:23:00,463 - Hey man, you went out with her first. 487 00:23:00,505 --> 00:23:02,298 - (laughs) Hey, this is Sarah. 488 00:23:02,340 --> 00:23:04,175 - Oh hey, good to meet you. 489 00:23:04,217 --> 00:23:05,551 Don't judge me too quickly. 490 00:23:05,593 --> 00:23:07,220 My mother killed herself when I was 12, 491 00:23:07,261 --> 00:23:09,722 so I have a lot of issues with women 492 00:23:09,764 --> 00:23:11,599 that I'm still trying to work out. 493 00:23:11,641 --> 00:23:13,559 But I also have some positive attributes, 494 00:23:13,601 --> 00:23:16,062 unfortunately, none of which will be revealed this evening 495 00:23:16,104 --> 00:23:17,897 because I am extremely inebriated. 496 00:23:17,939 --> 00:23:18,981 - Alright, man. 497 00:23:19,023 --> 00:23:20,441 - Did your mother really kill herself? 498 00:23:20,483 --> 00:23:22,527 - She was exactly like Sylvia Plath, 499 00:23:22,568 --> 00:23:23,653 without the publishing contract. 500 00:23:23,694 --> 00:23:24,570 - All right. 501 00:23:24,612 --> 00:23:26,239 - I'm trying to make you laugh. 502 00:23:26,280 --> 00:23:28,074 Alright, man, I got to show you something. 503 00:23:28,116 --> 00:23:29,242 - Alright, it's alright. 504 00:23:29,283 --> 00:23:31,577 - What the hell are we all doing? 505 00:23:31,619 --> 00:23:34,455 Why is nobody setting themselves on fire? 506 00:23:34,497 --> 00:23:37,416 I would set myself on fire, except you know, 507 00:23:37,458 --> 00:23:41,212 I don't think alleged President George Bush deserves it. 508 00:23:41,254 --> 00:23:42,421 I don't think he deserves my whole body. 509 00:23:42,463 --> 00:23:45,133 I think he deserves one singed ball. 510 00:23:46,676 --> 00:23:50,138 - [Older Man] "Sagebush Trail", 1933, you ever seen it? 511 00:23:50,179 --> 00:23:51,973 - [Drunk Man] Come on, kiss her. 512 00:23:52,765 --> 00:23:54,267 - [Older Man] I was actually there when he died. 513 00:23:54,308 --> 00:23:55,560 - [Blonde Woman] You were there? 514 00:23:55,601 --> 00:23:58,479 - Yeah, yeah, I'll never forget it. 515 00:23:58,521 --> 00:23:59,939 Me and my buddy Danny, we had just come 516 00:23:59,981 --> 00:24:01,399 from a baseball game. 517 00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:02,984 We're standing in line at McDonald's, 518 00:24:03,025 --> 00:24:04,944 and there was this old guy, 519 00:24:04,986 --> 00:24:06,612 like right in line in front of us. 520 00:24:06,654 --> 00:24:10,575 This old man, he was just crying, just sobbing. 521 00:24:10,616 --> 00:24:14,245 I looked over at him, and I said, "You okay, Mister?" 522 00:24:14,287 --> 00:24:16,581 He looked back at me, with tears, and he was like, 523 00:24:16,622 --> 00:24:18,624 "Didn't you hear? 524 00:24:18,666 --> 00:24:20,084 "John Wayne died today." 525 00:24:20,918 --> 00:24:21,919 - [Blonde Woman] Yeah? 526 00:24:21,961 --> 00:24:23,796 - John Wayne had died. 527 00:24:23,838 --> 00:24:26,090 It wasn't some numbnut, it was John Wayne. 528 00:24:26,132 --> 00:24:28,009 - Well, I'm a vegetarian. 529 00:24:29,302 --> 00:24:31,053 - [Older Man] Actually, I'm thinking about 530 00:24:31,095 --> 00:24:32,096 being a vegetarian. 531 00:24:32,138 --> 00:24:33,806 - I'm Samantha. - Hi. 532 00:24:34,974 --> 00:24:36,684 - So, are you William's girlfriend? 533 00:24:36,726 --> 00:24:39,061 - Um, I guess. 534 00:24:39,103 --> 00:24:40,521 I mean, we're just friends. 535 00:24:40,563 --> 00:24:41,439 - [Samantha] Cool. 536 00:24:42,231 --> 00:24:43,232 Where are you from? 537 00:24:43,274 --> 00:24:45,610 Your accent is just so beguiling. 538 00:24:45,651 --> 00:24:46,611 - Thank you. 539 00:24:47,862 --> 00:24:49,280 Did you guys used to go out? 540 00:24:49,322 --> 00:24:51,490 - Oh yeah we did, but it was ages ago. 541 00:24:51,532 --> 00:24:53,159 - Yeah, hmm. - We're just friends now. 542 00:24:53,201 --> 00:24:54,160 So what do you do? 543 00:24:54,202 --> 00:24:56,078 I'm in college, I go to Columbia. 544 00:24:56,120 --> 00:24:57,205 - Good. 545 00:24:57,246 --> 00:24:59,040 I want to be a singer. 546 00:24:59,081 --> 00:24:59,999 - Nice. - Nice, yeah. 547 00:25:00,041 --> 00:25:01,334 - Yeah. 548 00:25:01,375 --> 00:25:04,128 - But I guess as far as a job, I'm babysitting. 549 00:25:04,170 --> 00:25:06,756 - Oh, that's great, like a nanny. 550 00:25:06,797 --> 00:25:07,590 - Hey! - Hi! 551 00:25:07,632 --> 00:25:08,549 - Hey. - Hello. 552 00:25:08,591 --> 00:25:09,258 - What's up? 553 00:25:09,300 --> 00:25:10,259 - Good, hi, how are you? 554 00:25:10,301 --> 00:25:12,678 - I'm sorry. - I'm good, one sec! 555 00:25:12,720 --> 00:25:14,472 - I'm gonna take off. 556 00:25:14,513 --> 00:25:15,598 - What? 557 00:25:15,640 --> 00:25:17,516 - Dave is playing downtown. 558 00:25:17,558 --> 00:25:18,601 - So? 559 00:25:18,643 --> 00:25:20,561 - I should really go and see his show. 560 00:25:20,603 --> 00:25:21,854 - What, the guy with the teeth? 561 00:25:21,896 --> 00:25:23,397 - This could be a job. 562 00:25:23,439 --> 00:25:24,982 That's what I'm in New York to do. 563 00:25:25,024 --> 00:25:26,025 You don't need me here. 564 00:25:26,067 --> 00:25:27,318 - All right, well, I'll go with you. 565 00:25:27,360 --> 00:25:28,945 - No, no, no, you stay here with your friends, 566 00:25:28,986 --> 00:25:29,820 and do your reading. 567 00:25:29,862 --> 00:25:30,738 - No, I'll go with you. 568 00:25:30,780 --> 00:25:32,073 - No, no, no, no, you stay here. 569 00:25:32,114 --> 00:25:32,823 I'll talk to you tomorrow. 570 00:25:32,865 --> 00:25:33,741 - No. - No, no, no. 571 00:25:33,783 --> 00:25:35,284 I'll talk to you tomorrow, okay? 572 00:25:35,326 --> 00:25:36,160 Bye. 573 00:25:37,036 --> 00:25:39,622 (upbeat music) 574 00:25:39,664 --> 00:25:40,706 Fine, fuck off then. 575 00:25:44,961 --> 00:25:49,632 ♪ Well the scarecrow's waiting ♪ 576 00:25:49,674 --> 00:25:53,302 ♪ Must come back some day ♪ 577 00:25:53,344 --> 00:25:57,390 ♪ It must come back some day ♪ 578 00:25:57,431 --> 00:26:00,601 ♪ To relieve his pain ♪ 579 00:26:01,477 --> 00:26:02,520 Hi. 580 00:26:02,561 --> 00:26:04,397 ♪ And the tin man's heart ♪ 581 00:26:04,438 --> 00:26:05,273 - Hi. 582 00:26:06,691 --> 00:26:07,525 - I'm sorry. 583 00:26:10,403 --> 00:26:11,946 - What are you sorry about? 584 00:26:11,988 --> 00:26:14,323 - I didn't like any of that. 585 00:26:16,325 --> 00:26:18,661 - Don't tell me to fuck off. 586 00:26:19,912 --> 00:26:21,622 - Did you ever hear the one about the guy 587 00:26:21,664 --> 00:26:23,582 who wanted to tell the girl how much he liked her, 588 00:26:23,624 --> 00:26:26,335 but all he did was stammer and say mean things 589 00:26:26,377 --> 00:26:27,712 when he wanted to be funny? 590 00:26:30,631 --> 00:26:32,216 - Did you ever hear the one about the guy 591 00:26:32,258 --> 00:26:33,884 who brought the girl to a party where it seemed 592 00:26:33,926 --> 00:26:36,679 like he'd slept with every other girl there? 593 00:26:36,721 --> 00:26:37,805 Don't kiss me. 594 00:26:37,847 --> 00:26:38,556 - Why not? 595 00:26:39,598 --> 00:26:41,392 - I don't like to kiss in public. 596 00:26:41,434 --> 00:26:42,893 - Well, let's get out of here then. 597 00:26:43,728 --> 00:26:45,438 - I don't want to leave. 598 00:26:45,479 --> 00:26:47,398 - Christ, what the fuck do you want to do? 599 00:26:48,607 --> 00:26:50,943 - Is this where it turns abusive? 600 00:26:50,985 --> 00:26:52,069 - God damn! 601 00:26:52,111 --> 00:26:55,448 - [Man At Bar] Bro, what are you, drunk? 602 00:26:56,324 --> 00:26:58,743 (door shuts) 603 00:27:00,411 --> 00:27:02,747 - Listen, I don't know what's happening to me. 604 00:27:03,831 --> 00:27:05,916 I don't want to tell you to fuck off. 605 00:27:05,958 --> 00:27:10,046 I don't, but since I met you, I can't operate in the world. 606 00:27:10,087 --> 00:27:12,006 All I think about is if you like me, 607 00:27:12,048 --> 00:27:14,008 and I know how lame that sounds. 608 00:27:15,301 --> 00:27:17,136 If you want me to leave you alone, I will. 609 00:27:17,178 --> 00:27:18,512 I really will. 610 00:27:18,554 --> 00:27:20,765 It's just sometimes you meet somebody, 611 00:27:20,806 --> 00:27:21,891 and you know whatever you did before, 612 00:27:21,932 --> 00:27:24,143 nothing could've been too bad or too wrong 613 00:27:24,185 --> 00:27:25,978 because it's led you to this person. 614 00:27:27,104 --> 00:27:29,065 And you feel like that person. 615 00:27:30,733 --> 00:27:31,901 Are you that person? 616 00:27:34,487 --> 00:27:35,780 Do you want me to go away? 617 00:27:37,490 --> 00:27:38,741 - No. 618 00:27:38,783 --> 00:27:39,784 - No, you aren't that person, 619 00:27:39,825 --> 00:27:41,577 or no you don't want me to go away? 620 00:27:43,621 --> 00:27:46,040 - [Sarah] Why do you like me so much? 621 00:27:46,082 --> 00:27:47,917 - Because you're special. 622 00:27:47,958 --> 00:27:50,878 You're so, so special. 623 00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:52,254 - You're such a dumb boy. 624 00:27:55,049 --> 00:27:55,883 - I know. 625 00:27:57,343 --> 00:27:59,220 - Don't worry any more if I like you. 626 00:27:59,261 --> 00:28:00,096 Come on. 627 00:28:01,806 --> 00:28:03,349 ♪ Starts out slowly ♪ 628 00:28:03,391 --> 00:28:04,183 Come on. 629 00:28:05,893 --> 00:28:09,647 ♪ Kissin' finally ♪ 630 00:28:09,688 --> 00:28:13,150 ♪ You don't see her ♪ 631 00:28:13,192 --> 00:28:14,527 - [William] Yes. 632 00:28:16,028 --> 00:28:18,489 (heavy breathing) 633 00:28:18,531 --> 00:28:21,409 ♪ After a while ♪ 634 00:28:21,450 --> 00:28:24,703 ♪ It's all her fantasy ♪ 635 00:28:27,373 --> 00:28:28,666 - William. 636 00:28:28,707 --> 00:28:29,917 - I bet this is good for you. 637 00:28:29,959 --> 00:28:31,460 You screw around too much, anyway. 638 00:28:31,502 --> 00:28:32,420 That's probably half of the reason 639 00:28:32,461 --> 00:28:33,796 you're so crazy about her. 640 00:28:33,838 --> 00:28:36,215 Remember that you're not a piece of cake to be with. 641 00:28:36,257 --> 00:28:38,759 - What's that mean? 642 00:28:38,801 --> 00:28:40,219 - Well, you're pretty skittish, you know. 643 00:28:40,261 --> 00:28:43,013 You just don't come off as the kind of guy to count on. 644 00:28:43,055 --> 00:28:44,432 Does she get you off at least? 645 00:28:44,473 --> 00:28:45,641 You know, take care of business? 646 00:28:45,683 --> 00:28:47,143 A blowjob or something? 647 00:28:47,184 --> 00:28:48,394 (heavy breathing) 648 00:28:48,436 --> 00:28:49,728 - [William] I don't want any more blowjobs. 649 00:28:49,770 --> 00:28:51,480 - [Decker] You know, some day, I'm gonna remind you 650 00:28:51,522 --> 00:28:53,899 of that comment, and you're gonna be deeply ashamed. 651 00:28:53,941 --> 00:28:55,276 - [William] I have to stop seeing this girl. 652 00:28:55,317 --> 00:28:55,776 - [Decker] Why? 653 00:28:55,818 --> 00:28:56,861 - [William] Because I can't tell you, 654 00:28:56,902 --> 00:28:57,987 man, I'm scared out of my mind. 655 00:28:58,028 --> 00:28:59,238 - [Sarah] Stop. 656 00:28:59,280 --> 00:29:01,449 - [William] My hands are shaking all the time. 657 00:29:01,490 --> 00:29:03,951 - Smart girls are tough, they're a pain in the ass. 658 00:29:03,993 --> 00:29:06,662 - There's a difference between someone who's smart, 659 00:29:06,704 --> 00:29:07,997 and someone who doesn't like you. 660 00:29:08,038 --> 00:29:09,248 - [Decker] I will tell you one thing. 661 00:29:09,290 --> 00:29:10,791 there's a difference between a smart girl 662 00:29:10,833 --> 00:29:12,168 and a girl who doesn't like blowjobs. 663 00:29:12,209 --> 00:29:13,836 - You know, sometimes, I think that if I could get 664 00:29:13,878 --> 00:29:16,172 her to like me, then everything I don't like about myself 665 00:29:16,213 --> 00:29:18,007 would just disappear. 666 00:29:18,048 --> 00:29:20,342 She wants me to go out to Connecticut to visit her mom. 667 00:29:20,384 --> 00:29:21,469 You think I should go? 668 00:29:22,428 --> 00:29:24,305 - Of course you're gonna go. 669 00:29:24,346 --> 00:29:25,890 - What do you mean? 670 00:29:25,931 --> 00:29:28,559 - Well, you're crazy about this girl, you've got no options. 671 00:29:31,061 --> 00:29:36,192 ♪ In a world of ♪ 672 00:29:36,233 --> 00:29:40,404 ♪ Trouble ♪ 673 00:29:40,446 --> 00:29:43,115 ♪ Don't you see ♪ 674 00:29:49,163 --> 00:29:50,789 - [Mrs. Garcia] Father, we thank thee for this food 675 00:29:50,831 --> 00:29:52,625 and all the many blessings. 676 00:29:52,666 --> 00:29:56,712 Bless them to our use, and us to thy service. 677 00:29:56,754 --> 00:30:00,466 And make us ever mindful of the needs of others. 678 00:30:01,675 --> 00:30:03,344 - Amen. 679 00:30:03,385 --> 00:30:04,220 - Amen. 680 00:30:07,389 --> 00:30:09,391 (sighs) 681 00:30:12,186 --> 00:30:16,315 - So, Sarah tells me you're an actor, is that right? 682 00:30:16,357 --> 00:30:17,983 - Oh, yeah, I guess. 683 00:30:19,318 --> 00:30:21,445 - I hope you're not too vain. 684 00:30:21,487 --> 00:30:22,571 - Mom, you don't know any actors. 685 00:30:22,613 --> 00:30:24,073 - Yes, I do. 686 00:30:24,114 --> 00:30:27,952 I've met a few actors, and they're all ludicrously vain. 687 00:30:29,036 --> 00:30:30,579 - This is really good food. 688 00:30:30,621 --> 00:30:31,789 - Yeah Mom, it's real good. 689 00:30:31,830 --> 00:30:33,082 - Mm. 690 00:30:33,123 --> 00:30:34,625 - [Mrs. Garcia] How's everything in New York? 691 00:30:35,918 --> 00:30:37,127 - Everything's great. 692 00:30:37,169 --> 00:30:39,004 - Yeah, it's wonderful. 693 00:30:39,046 --> 00:30:40,923 - Sarah has big dreams. 694 00:30:42,550 --> 00:30:45,386 Did she tell you she wants to be a singer? 695 00:30:45,427 --> 00:30:47,638 - I've actually seen her sing. 696 00:30:48,681 --> 00:30:50,849 - But, did you hear her? 697 00:30:50,891 --> 00:30:51,725 - Mom. 698 00:30:55,396 --> 00:30:58,065 - Did she tell you that I worked my whole life 699 00:30:58,107 --> 00:31:01,527 as a secretary, saving money for her to go to college? 700 00:31:03,404 --> 00:31:07,616 Did she tell you I was valedictorian of my high school? 701 00:31:07,658 --> 00:31:08,617 - No. 702 00:31:08,659 --> 00:31:10,452 - But I didn't attend university. 703 00:31:10,494 --> 00:31:13,122 Sarah's father didn't deem it important 704 00:31:13,163 --> 00:31:15,958 that either one of us go to college. 705 00:31:17,001 --> 00:31:18,794 But she loves him. 706 00:31:18,836 --> 00:31:19,628 Don't you, Sarah? 707 00:31:19,670 --> 00:31:21,255 Don't you love your daddy? 708 00:31:22,548 --> 00:31:23,215 - Hmm. 709 00:31:24,717 --> 00:31:27,720 - Well, I suppose she has told you all about him, right? 710 00:31:29,513 --> 00:31:32,349 - We haven't talked much about stuff like that. 711 00:31:32,391 --> 00:31:33,225 Excuse me. 712 00:31:35,102 --> 00:31:37,313 - She's not much of a talker, is she? 713 00:31:38,939 --> 00:31:43,569 (Sarah sighs) (laughter) 714 00:31:43,611 --> 00:31:46,405 Oh, don't get in a mood now, Sarah, please. 715 00:31:46,447 --> 00:31:48,532 Sarah, I'm not being bad, am I? 716 00:31:48,574 --> 00:31:49,783 - No. - No. 717 00:31:49,825 --> 00:31:53,370 I'm just giving your young gentleman here 718 00:31:53,412 --> 00:31:55,706 a little information about us, right? 719 00:31:57,333 --> 00:32:00,210 Putting your daughter through college all by yourself, 720 00:32:00,252 --> 00:32:03,589 it is something to be proud of, don't you think? 721 00:32:03,631 --> 00:32:04,465 - Yes, ma'am. 722 00:32:05,591 --> 00:32:08,177 - I love you, I love her. - Mm hmm. 723 00:32:08,218 --> 00:32:08,761 - Right? 724 00:32:09,928 --> 00:32:12,222 She's beautiful, she's a beautiful girl. 725 00:32:12,264 --> 00:32:13,098 - Very beautiful. 726 00:32:15,976 --> 00:32:17,019 - You can't trust love. 727 00:32:18,520 --> 00:32:22,816 William, let me give you a little piece of sage advice. 728 00:32:24,234 --> 00:32:28,072 Friendship, true friendship, is all you can trust. 729 00:32:28,113 --> 00:32:29,365 You'll see. 730 00:32:29,406 --> 00:32:30,616 Do you know what it is? 731 00:32:30,658 --> 00:32:34,787 I always believed in being of use. 732 00:32:34,828 --> 00:32:36,580 I would ask myself, 733 00:32:36,622 --> 00:32:41,585 "How can I be of the most use?" 734 00:32:41,627 --> 00:32:46,048 Because William, it is in that way that God speaks to us. 735 00:32:46,090 --> 00:32:49,802 But Sarah, she doesn't think about that. 736 00:32:49,843 --> 00:32:51,303 She wants to be special. 737 00:32:51,345 --> 00:32:53,263 - Mom, I don't want to be special. 738 00:32:53,305 --> 00:32:54,723 I like to sing. 739 00:32:54,765 --> 00:32:56,392 The world needs singers, doesn't it? 740 00:32:56,433 --> 00:32:57,476 - No, your mother doesn't. 741 00:32:57,518 --> 00:32:59,353 - Well. - There you go. 742 00:32:59,395 --> 00:33:01,980 Your mother doesn't need any singers at all. 743 00:33:02,022 --> 00:33:03,482 - Yeah, hm. (laughs) 744 00:33:03,524 --> 00:33:06,819 - And, excuse me, New York has more than its share. 745 00:33:08,153 --> 00:33:09,571 - Mom, you're drunk. 746 00:33:09,613 --> 00:33:12,032 - No, I'm not drunk. 747 00:33:12,074 --> 00:33:13,283 I am your mother. 748 00:33:16,370 --> 00:33:18,664 I have many faults, 749 00:33:18,706 --> 00:33:21,166 the worst of which is not 750 00:33:21,208 --> 00:33:24,002 how painfully I miss my daughter. 751 00:33:25,212 --> 00:33:27,548 But I'll be able to stand before God, 752 00:33:27,589 --> 00:33:29,591 and I'm a little worried about you. 753 00:33:29,633 --> 00:33:31,844 (Sarah speaks in foreign language) 754 00:33:31,885 --> 00:33:33,512 What about you, William? 755 00:33:33,554 --> 00:33:35,681 Will you be able to stand before God? 756 00:33:38,851 --> 00:33:39,977 - Well, Mrs. Garcia, 757 00:33:40,853 --> 00:33:41,979 to tell you the truth, 758 00:33:43,772 --> 00:33:47,943 it's my opinion that I have stood before God 759 00:33:47,985 --> 00:33:50,237 since the moment I met your daughter. 760 00:33:53,449 --> 00:33:54,408 - Oh my. 761 00:33:56,201 --> 00:34:00,748 Sarah, we have a bullshit artist sit at the table. 762 00:34:03,667 --> 00:34:07,045 Honey, I just don't what you to get hurt again. 763 00:34:08,922 --> 00:34:10,674 (Sarah speaks in foreign language) 764 00:34:10,716 --> 00:34:14,052 Well, he looks like David. 765 00:34:14,094 --> 00:34:14,928 - Shh. 766 00:34:15,929 --> 00:34:17,848 (speaks in foreign language) 767 00:34:17,889 --> 00:34:19,641 - [Mrs. Garcia] Smells like David. 768 00:34:19,683 --> 00:34:22,436 (Sarah speaks in foreign language) 769 00:34:22,478 --> 00:34:25,563 You know, he smells like something I don't like. 770 00:34:28,609 --> 00:34:29,443 - I'm done. 771 00:34:36,241 --> 00:34:39,453 (light instrumental music) 772 00:34:39,495 --> 00:34:40,579 You shut her up. 773 00:34:41,746 --> 00:34:42,873 I'm sorry about that business. 774 00:34:42,915 --> 00:34:44,458 She only does it when she drinks. 775 00:34:44,500 --> 00:34:45,626 - Yeah? - Yeah. 776 00:34:46,543 --> 00:34:47,460 - Mm, well? 777 00:34:50,047 --> 00:34:51,547 - What, you're doing great. 778 00:34:51,590 --> 00:34:52,841 - I am? - Yeah! 779 00:34:56,011 --> 00:34:57,471 - Hey, wait. 780 00:34:57,513 --> 00:34:58,764 - What? 781 00:34:58,806 --> 00:34:59,640 - Who's David? 782 00:35:04,394 --> 00:35:05,229 - No one. 783 00:35:06,355 --> 00:35:07,898 - He's your old boyfriend? 784 00:35:10,984 --> 00:35:12,611 - Let's not talk about him, okay? 785 00:35:15,113 --> 00:35:18,408 - You know, some day, Sarah, you're gonna 786 00:35:18,450 --> 00:35:19,660 have to talk to me. 787 00:35:20,494 --> 00:35:24,081 (light instrumental music) 788 00:35:24,122 --> 00:35:26,208 - What do you mean, you saw God in me? 789 00:35:29,711 --> 00:35:30,963 - I don't know. 790 00:35:31,964 --> 00:35:33,632 Can I smoke a cigarette? 791 00:35:33,674 --> 00:35:34,508 - Sure. 792 00:35:35,551 --> 00:35:38,929 (light instrumental music) 793 00:35:38,971 --> 00:35:40,556 Don't be mad, okay? 794 00:35:51,900 --> 00:35:53,735 David and I went out for the two and a half years 795 00:35:53,777 --> 00:35:55,445 that I was at college. 796 00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:57,030 We lived together. 797 00:35:57,072 --> 00:35:58,824 After a while he said he couldn't fall asleep 798 00:35:58,866 --> 00:35:59,783 in the same bed with me. 799 00:35:59,825 --> 00:36:01,410 I don't know why, so... 800 00:36:02,327 --> 00:36:04,204 I started sleeping on the couch. 801 00:36:08,542 --> 00:36:09,585 It's so embarrassing. 802 00:36:13,714 --> 00:36:16,091 One night, I heard this noise. 803 00:36:16,133 --> 00:36:17,384 So, I walk into our room. 804 00:36:21,388 --> 00:36:23,974 And he had snuck another girl up the fire escape, 805 00:36:24,016 --> 00:36:26,435 and was having sex with her in my bed. 806 00:36:29,813 --> 00:36:32,983 The worst part about it is that I was so, 807 00:36:34,443 --> 00:36:36,820 I don't know, like crazy about him 808 00:36:38,447 --> 00:36:39,823 that I didn't break up with him, 809 00:36:39,865 --> 00:36:41,867 or, I wouldn't let him break up with me. 810 00:36:45,495 --> 00:36:48,665 And then, I dropped out of college to try to end it, and... 811 00:36:50,500 --> 00:36:51,960 That's why my mom is so mad. 812 00:36:57,925 --> 00:36:58,884 But the point is... 813 00:37:02,054 --> 00:37:04,973 I'm not so tough or interesting as you seem to think I am. 814 00:37:07,476 --> 00:37:08,769 I'm just more of a dork. 815 00:37:14,733 --> 00:37:15,567 - Hey. 816 00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:20,030 You should come to Mexico with me. 817 00:37:22,074 --> 00:37:23,617 - I'm afraid of that. 818 00:37:23,659 --> 00:37:25,953 - They've given me a first class ticket. 819 00:37:25,994 --> 00:37:28,413 I bet I could trade it in for two coach ones. 820 00:37:30,165 --> 00:37:31,583 - [Sarah] I'm afraid to fly. 821 00:37:32,668 --> 00:37:34,086 - You're bullshitting me. 822 00:37:35,295 --> 00:37:36,713 Come on, you should come. 823 00:37:39,841 --> 00:37:40,842 - You have to work. 824 00:37:42,344 --> 00:37:44,763 I don't want to talk anymore. 825 00:37:49,393 --> 00:37:50,644 I want to fool around. 826 00:37:50,686 --> 00:37:51,520 - Good. 827 00:37:53,855 --> 00:37:56,066 - Do you have a condom? 828 00:37:56,108 --> 00:37:56,942 - No. 829 00:37:57,818 --> 00:38:00,153 - Then we can't do it. 830 00:38:00,195 --> 00:38:01,029 - Oh God. 831 00:38:03,865 --> 00:38:05,534 - Do you want to get me pregnant? 832 00:38:06,743 --> 00:38:07,577 - [William] Yes. 833 00:38:09,246 --> 00:38:10,122 - Don't say that. 834 00:38:11,707 --> 00:38:13,125 - [William] Okay. 835 00:38:14,418 --> 00:38:16,878 (light instrumental music) 836 00:38:16,920 --> 00:38:19,006 (Sarah sighs) 837 00:38:19,047 --> 00:38:21,508 - Don't you find it odd when you're a kid? 838 00:38:23,051 --> 00:38:24,803 Everyone in the whole world tells you 839 00:38:24,845 --> 00:38:26,138 to follow your dreams. 840 00:38:28,557 --> 00:38:29,975 And when you get older, they act all offended 841 00:38:30,017 --> 00:38:31,518 if you even try. 842 00:38:32,978 --> 00:38:36,523 (light instrumental music) 843 00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:45,741 (women shouting in foreign language) 844 00:38:50,620 --> 00:38:54,082 I'll go to Mexico with you if you still want me to. 845 00:38:54,124 --> 00:38:56,209 But we need to leave a week early, 846 00:38:56,251 --> 00:38:59,212 and then I'll come back home before you start work okay? 847 00:38:59,254 --> 00:39:01,298 - Okay. 848 00:39:01,339 --> 00:39:02,424 - Good night. 849 00:39:04,926 --> 00:39:05,761 - Good night. 850 00:39:07,888 --> 00:39:09,431 - [William Voiceover] Mexico... 851 00:39:10,807 --> 00:39:12,642 Is where it all went down. 852 00:39:13,769 --> 00:39:16,354 (mellow music) 853 00:39:18,315 --> 00:39:20,400 - [Sarah] I think we should have sex. 854 00:39:20,442 --> 00:39:21,777 - [William] Right now? 855 00:39:21,818 --> 00:39:24,821 - Yes, but I have to ask you some questions first. 856 00:39:24,863 --> 00:39:26,281 - [William] Okay, shoot. 857 00:39:27,407 --> 00:39:28,742 - [Sarah] Do you have any diseases? 858 00:39:28,784 --> 00:39:29,868 - Nope. 859 00:39:29,910 --> 00:39:31,787 - [Sarah] Have you ever been baptized? 860 00:39:31,828 --> 00:39:32,662 - No. 861 00:39:35,165 --> 00:39:36,208 Do I fail the test? 862 00:39:38,919 --> 00:39:40,796 Why are you so scared to have sex? 863 00:39:48,470 --> 00:39:49,805 - I think if we have sex, 864 00:39:53,308 --> 00:39:54,684 I'll fall in love with you. 865 00:40:00,273 --> 00:40:02,275 I'm not much of a lover. 866 00:40:07,614 --> 00:40:08,448 William. 867 00:40:15,622 --> 00:40:16,957 I want to fuck you. 868 00:40:25,549 --> 00:40:26,633 Turn off the light. 869 00:40:51,116 --> 00:40:51,950 Stop! 870 00:40:52,826 --> 00:40:53,660 Get a condom on. 871 00:40:54,619 --> 00:40:56,371 There's some in my purse. 872 00:40:56,413 --> 00:40:57,539 - [William] Where's your purse? 873 00:40:57,581 --> 00:40:59,457 - [Sarah] In the bathroom. 874 00:40:59,499 --> 00:41:00,917 - [William] Okay. 875 00:41:19,477 --> 00:41:24,482 Okay. 876 00:41:27,360 --> 00:41:29,613 (groaning) 877 00:41:32,616 --> 00:41:34,784 Oh Jesus, I'm too nervous. 878 00:41:37,829 --> 00:41:39,372 - [Sarah] What? 879 00:41:39,414 --> 00:41:41,750 - [William] I'm too nervous. 880 00:41:44,794 --> 00:41:45,670 Okay, come here. 881 00:41:54,012 --> 00:41:59,017 Fuck! 882 00:42:00,268 --> 00:42:01,478 - [Sarah] What? 883 00:42:01,519 --> 00:42:03,063 - [William] Nothing. 884 00:42:03,104 --> 00:42:03,939 Fuck! 885 00:42:04,898 --> 00:42:06,483 Let's just go to sleep, alright? 886 00:42:13,990 --> 00:42:16,201 - [Sarah] What is it? 887 00:42:16,243 --> 00:42:18,870 You don't want to do it? 888 00:42:18,912 --> 00:42:23,500 - [William] Yeah, I do, I just can't right now, is all. 889 00:42:31,341 --> 00:42:32,842 - [Sarah] Why not? 890 00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:40,141 Why not? 891 00:42:40,183 --> 00:42:43,019 - [William] Look, Sarah, can we just go to sleep? 892 00:42:49,609 --> 00:42:50,777 - [Sarah] What's wrong? 893 00:42:52,362 --> 00:42:54,406 - [William] Can I lift your veil now? 894 00:42:54,447 --> 00:42:56,241 - [Sarah] If you will be gentle, ooh! 895 00:42:56,283 --> 00:42:58,118 - [William] What's the matter? 896 00:42:58,159 --> 00:42:59,286 - [Sarah] You're not being gentle. 897 00:42:59,327 --> 00:43:00,662 - [William] Are you kidding? 898 00:43:00,704 --> 00:43:03,373 - [Sarah] No, I don't like it when you're like that. 899 00:43:03,415 --> 00:43:04,457 - [William] Like what? 900 00:43:04,499 --> 00:43:07,460 - [Sarah] Cynical and sarcastic. 901 00:43:07,502 --> 00:43:09,170 - [William] I am sincere. 902 00:43:09,212 --> 00:43:10,380 - I am sincere. 903 00:43:14,426 --> 00:43:17,887 (heavy breathing) 904 00:43:17,929 --> 00:43:20,140 Are you wearing protection? 905 00:43:20,181 --> 00:43:21,016 - No. 906 00:43:22,058 --> 00:43:23,351 - It's alright. 907 00:43:23,393 --> 00:43:24,978 Come on, it's fine. 908 00:43:26,021 --> 00:43:28,606 (upbeat music) 909 00:43:30,942 --> 00:43:34,404 (grunting) (heavy breathing) 910 00:43:34,446 --> 00:43:36,072 (speaks in foreign language) 911 00:43:36,114 --> 00:43:37,949 Cynical and sarcastic. 912 00:43:38,783 --> 00:43:40,577 - [William] I am sincere. 913 00:43:40,618 --> 00:43:42,620 - [Sarah] If I would believe that you believe you are, 914 00:43:42,662 --> 00:43:43,663 for a while. 915 00:43:43,705 --> 00:43:45,248 - Everything's for a while. 916 00:43:45,290 --> 00:43:48,918 For a while is the stuff that dreams are made of... 917 00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:49,794 Baby. 918 00:43:51,129 --> 00:43:52,881 I am sincere. 919 00:43:52,922 --> 00:43:54,341 - [Sarah] I am sincere. 920 00:43:54,382 --> 00:43:56,051 - [William] I am sincere. 921 00:43:56,092 --> 00:43:57,927 - [Sarah] I am sincere. 922 00:43:57,969 --> 00:43:59,804 - [William] Take two, okay. 923 00:43:59,846 --> 00:44:00,680 Action. 924 00:44:02,098 --> 00:44:05,226 (Sarah grunting) 925 00:44:05,268 --> 00:44:06,394 Can I lift your veil now? 926 00:44:06,436 --> 00:44:08,313 - If you will be gentle, ooh! 927 00:44:08,355 --> 00:44:09,147 - What's the matter? 928 00:44:09,189 --> 00:44:10,231 (Sarah laughs) 929 00:44:10,273 --> 00:44:11,691 - [Sarah] You're not being gentle. 930 00:44:11,733 --> 00:44:12,859 - How was I being? 931 00:44:12,901 --> 00:44:13,860 - [Sarah] Rough. 932 00:44:13,902 --> 00:44:14,569 - Are you kidding? 933 00:44:14,611 --> 00:44:15,653 - [Sarah] No. 934 00:44:15,695 --> 00:44:17,072 I don't like it when you're like that. 935 00:44:17,113 --> 00:44:17,947 - Like what? 936 00:44:17,989 --> 00:44:19,449 - [Sarah] Cynical and sarcastic. 937 00:44:19,491 --> 00:44:20,950 - I am sincere. 938 00:44:20,992 --> 00:44:22,494 - [Sarah] I would believe that you believe you are 939 00:44:22,535 --> 00:44:23,495 for a while. 940 00:44:24,371 --> 00:44:26,122 - Everything's for a while. 941 00:44:26,164 --> 00:44:29,793 For a while is the stuff that dreams are made of, baby. 942 00:44:29,834 --> 00:44:32,087 - [Both] I am sincere. 943 00:44:32,128 --> 00:44:34,672 (both laughing and kissing) 944 00:44:34,714 --> 00:44:37,217 - [William Voiceover] We weren't good tourists. 945 00:44:37,258 --> 00:44:39,719 In our room, the scent of sex was thick. 946 00:44:40,887 --> 00:44:42,931 I never wanted to take a shower again. 947 00:44:43,807 --> 00:44:46,601 My hands, my arms, my face, 948 00:44:46,643 --> 00:44:48,019 all smelled of Sarah. 949 00:44:49,187 --> 00:44:51,231 We would mess around all day till it hurt. 950 00:44:52,774 --> 00:44:55,944 It was hard to tell if she was kissing me or touching me. 951 00:44:55,985 --> 00:44:58,863 Every part of her body was as wet as her mouth. 952 00:45:00,198 --> 00:45:02,534 Sarah wasn't sexy the way other people are sexy. 953 00:45:03,952 --> 00:45:06,830 Her body wasn't tight or taut or anything like that. 954 00:45:08,456 --> 00:45:11,751 She was funny, the way watching people fall asleep on buses 955 00:45:11,793 --> 00:45:13,753 with their heads continually dropping 956 00:45:13,795 --> 00:45:16,005 and then jerking back up, is funny. 957 00:45:17,799 --> 00:45:22,846 She was human, the most human person I had ever met, 958 00:45:22,887 --> 00:45:24,722 and that was sexy. 959 00:45:24,764 --> 00:45:26,141 - [Sarah] Are you awake? 960 00:45:26,182 --> 00:45:27,892 - [William] Uh huh. 961 00:45:27,934 --> 00:45:29,811 - [Sarah] I remember one afternoon, 962 00:45:29,853 --> 00:45:31,855 I came home from school and my mom told me 963 00:45:31,896 --> 00:45:33,148 my father had left us. 964 00:45:34,023 --> 00:45:34,816 I didn't believe her. 965 00:45:34,858 --> 00:45:37,068 I thought it was a game, 966 00:45:38,987 --> 00:45:40,447 like hide and seek. 967 00:45:43,908 --> 00:45:45,452 So I looked all over the house. 968 00:45:48,705 --> 00:45:49,539 Closets, 969 00:45:51,249 --> 00:45:52,333 under beds, 970 00:45:54,294 --> 00:45:55,420 I looked everywhere. 971 00:45:57,005 --> 00:46:01,009 - Where'd he go? 972 00:46:01,050 --> 00:46:03,178 - He went to a rehabilitation center in Albany, 973 00:46:03,219 --> 00:46:04,387 and never came back. 974 00:46:07,140 --> 00:46:08,641 But he wrote me once a month, 975 00:46:08,683 --> 00:46:11,519 from the day he left 'til I went away to college. 976 00:46:14,063 --> 00:46:17,650 Once I was away from home, he'd come visit me. 977 00:46:20,528 --> 00:46:22,739 He just never wanted to see my mother again. 978 00:46:25,742 --> 00:46:28,453 His letters were my favorite part growing up. 979 00:46:28,495 --> 00:46:30,288 Always came in these dark blue envelopes, 980 00:46:30,330 --> 00:46:32,373 and I'd keep them in a box under my bed. 981 00:46:32,415 --> 00:46:34,375 I loved that they were blue, 982 00:46:34,417 --> 00:46:36,211 because when he lived with us, 983 00:46:36,252 --> 00:46:39,130 he'd come home always wearing his blue work shirt. 984 00:46:40,590 --> 00:46:42,258 And I'd sit on the back of the couch, 985 00:46:42,300 --> 00:46:43,551 and I'll scratch his back. 986 00:46:44,886 --> 00:46:47,180 I'll scratch for as long as my mom would let me. 987 00:46:49,057 --> 00:46:50,475 When I went to bed at night, 988 00:46:50,517 --> 00:46:52,143 my fingers would be stained blue. 989 00:46:53,603 --> 00:46:54,896 - [William] And you liked that? 990 00:46:56,814 --> 00:46:57,649 - Yeah, 991 00:46:58,650 --> 00:46:59,484 I did. 992 00:47:01,903 --> 00:47:03,613 Do you ever miss your father? 993 00:47:05,198 --> 00:47:06,074 - No, never. 994 00:47:07,450 --> 00:47:11,120 (light instrumental music) 995 00:47:13,206 --> 00:47:14,290 - You see me? 996 00:47:19,504 --> 00:47:21,714 Would you like me to scratch your back? 997 00:47:29,264 --> 00:47:31,349 (laughs) 998 00:47:33,268 --> 00:47:34,936 - Stand up and go to the bathroom. 999 00:47:35,937 --> 00:47:36,771 - Why? 1000 00:47:42,068 --> 00:47:42,902 - Just do it. 1001 00:47:46,281 --> 00:47:49,033 (romantic music) 1002 00:48:11,723 --> 00:48:13,933 - [William Voiceover] I wanted to tell her I loved her. 1003 00:48:13,975 --> 00:48:15,393 I loved everything about her. 1004 00:48:15,435 --> 00:48:16,060 (groaning) - Oh, God. 1005 00:48:16,102 --> 00:48:17,312 I loved the way she made me feel, 1006 00:48:17,353 --> 00:48:18,938 even when that was miserable. 1007 00:48:18,980 --> 00:48:20,690 I loved the way she bought a dress, 1008 00:48:20,732 --> 00:48:22,609 the way she made love in bathrooms, 1009 00:48:22,650 --> 00:48:24,235 the way she ate chocolate. 1010 00:48:24,277 --> 00:48:27,780 I loved her mother, her drunk blue letter writing father. 1011 00:48:27,822 --> 00:48:30,283 I loved every thought she ever had. 1012 00:48:32,869 --> 00:48:33,369 - [Sarah] Papi. 1013 00:48:33,411 --> 00:48:34,662 Are you okay? 1014 00:48:34,704 --> 00:48:37,081 - [William] I just needed to get some fresh air. 1015 00:48:37,123 --> 00:48:39,876 - Well, go get us some beer, maybe some OJ for the morning. 1016 00:48:39,917 --> 00:48:41,044 - [William] Yeah, good. 1017 00:48:53,681 --> 00:48:54,724 - [Sarah] What is it? 1018 00:48:54,766 --> 00:48:56,851 - I don't know, I got this weird flash 1019 00:48:56,893 --> 00:48:58,436 of nervousness all of a sudden. 1020 00:49:04,400 --> 00:49:05,693 - I love you. 1021 00:49:05,735 --> 00:49:07,153 - I love you, too. 1022 00:49:07,195 --> 00:49:11,115 (groaning and kissing) 1023 00:49:11,157 --> 00:49:13,201 - Go get us some beer, okay? 1024 00:49:13,242 --> 00:49:14,160 - Okay, I'm on it. 1025 00:49:18,247 --> 00:49:19,832 - Don't forget the OJ! 1026 00:49:19,874 --> 00:49:20,833 - No problema. 1027 00:49:23,211 --> 00:49:24,045 - Bye. 1028 00:49:26,673 --> 00:49:28,049 - [William Voiceover] I ran through the city. 1029 00:49:28,091 --> 00:49:30,510 I wasn't looking for a place to buy beer. 1030 00:49:30,551 --> 00:49:31,386 I just ran. 1031 00:49:32,303 --> 00:49:34,889 (upbeat music) 1032 00:49:43,147 --> 00:49:47,402 (people speaking foreign language) 1033 00:49:52,615 --> 00:49:56,619 (people screaming and laughing) 1034 00:49:59,789 --> 00:50:02,417 (coughing) 1035 00:50:02,458 --> 00:50:03,626 - No! - Yes! 1036 00:50:03,668 --> 00:50:05,378 - You don't understand. 1037 00:50:14,262 --> 00:50:15,471 - I thought you're not supposed to drink 1038 00:50:15,513 --> 00:50:16,973 the water down here. 1039 00:50:17,014 --> 00:50:19,016 - But it's in a bottle. 1040 00:50:19,058 --> 00:50:19,851 - But it's-- 1041 00:50:19,892 --> 00:50:21,102 - No, it's in a bottle. 1042 00:50:21,144 --> 00:50:22,395 - Alright. 1043 00:50:22,437 --> 00:50:24,147 - (laughs) Tourista. 1044 00:50:24,188 --> 00:50:26,232 (laughs) 1045 00:50:26,274 --> 00:50:28,901 (upbeat music) 1046 00:50:42,749 --> 00:50:47,170 (women speaking in foreign language) 1047 00:51:29,670 --> 00:51:30,505 - What? 1048 00:51:31,798 --> 00:51:32,632 - Well... 1049 00:51:34,258 --> 00:51:36,803 Carmen Maria said it's possible to get married, 1050 00:51:36,844 --> 00:51:38,346 if you really want to do that. 1051 00:51:39,680 --> 00:51:40,515 - Today? 1052 00:51:42,558 --> 00:51:44,811 - If you don't want to do it, it's not a big deal. 1053 00:51:44,852 --> 00:51:46,604 - No, I didn't say I didn't want to do it. 1054 00:51:47,522 --> 00:51:49,690 I just said, "Today?" 1055 00:51:49,732 --> 00:51:51,442 - Look, I don't know. 1056 00:51:51,484 --> 00:51:53,778 I'm just not sure if I can be away from you. 1057 00:51:53,820 --> 00:51:55,238 And how many times in a person's life 1058 00:51:55,279 --> 00:51:56,197 are you gonna fall in love? 1059 00:51:56,239 --> 00:51:58,574 I mean... (sighs) 1060 00:51:58,616 --> 00:51:59,450 I'd love to marry you. 1061 00:52:00,618 --> 00:52:03,496 I figure, as long as we maintain a sense of ourselves 1062 00:52:03,538 --> 00:52:06,249 as individuals, and not become some sloppy, 1063 00:52:06,290 --> 00:52:08,251 clingy couple whose lives revolve around each other, 1064 00:52:08,292 --> 00:52:11,337 then, it might be better if we did get married. 1065 00:52:11,379 --> 00:52:13,005 Then, if something goes wrong, or goes weird, 1066 00:52:13,047 --> 00:52:15,716 which, you know, it most likely will, 1067 00:52:15,758 --> 00:52:17,385 we'd have to figure it out, 1068 00:52:17,426 --> 00:52:19,262 and one of us couldn't just run away. 1069 00:52:20,346 --> 00:52:21,764 - [William] Do you want to have a kid? 1070 00:52:23,850 --> 00:52:25,601 - [Sarah] Yeah, but not right away. 1071 00:52:25,643 --> 00:52:27,270 - [William] No, not right away, of course not. 1072 00:52:27,311 --> 00:52:28,521 - [Sarah] No. 1073 00:52:28,563 --> 00:52:30,189 So, what do you think, am I crazy? 1074 00:52:31,107 --> 00:52:32,275 - [William] Let's do it. 1075 00:52:33,442 --> 00:52:34,277 - [Sarah] Really? 1076 00:52:34,318 --> 00:52:35,486 - I want to do it. 1077 00:52:35,528 --> 00:52:37,905 - I mean, you have to be sure. 1078 00:52:38,948 --> 00:52:40,658 If we do this, we'll be mentioned 1079 00:52:40,700 --> 00:52:42,618 in each other's obituaries, no matter what. 1080 00:52:42,660 --> 00:52:44,370 - Let's get married. 1081 00:52:44,412 --> 00:52:46,497 Let's be individuals, let's have kids. 1082 00:52:46,539 --> 00:52:47,498 - Yeah, not right away. 1083 00:52:47,540 --> 00:52:50,167 - Not right away. 1084 00:52:50,209 --> 00:52:52,169 But, fuck it, man. (Sarah laughs) 1085 00:52:52,211 --> 00:52:53,296 Let's do it. 1086 00:52:53,337 --> 00:52:54,505 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1087 00:52:55,756 --> 00:52:57,717 (kissing and laughing) 1088 00:52:57,758 --> 00:53:00,344 - I don't understand why you say that. 1089 00:53:00,386 --> 00:53:02,221 Well because it's my life. 1090 00:53:02,263 --> 00:53:03,097 Yes. 1091 00:53:04,724 --> 00:53:05,558 Mom. 1092 00:53:08,227 --> 00:53:10,813 I know it's fast but it's what we want, Mom. 1093 00:53:13,441 --> 00:53:14,317 William. 1094 00:53:14,358 --> 00:53:15,943 William, come here. 1095 00:53:17,445 --> 00:53:19,488 Do you mind talking to her? 1096 00:53:19,530 --> 00:53:20,948 Just talk to her. 1097 00:53:22,909 --> 00:53:24,243 - Hello, Mrs. Garcia. 1098 00:53:24,285 --> 00:53:26,203 - [Mrs. Garcia] So you what to marry my daughter. 1099 00:53:26,245 --> 00:53:27,288 - That's right ma'am, I do. 1100 00:53:27,330 --> 00:53:28,414 - [Mrs. Garcia] Stop calling me ma'am. 1101 00:53:28,456 --> 00:53:30,666 You sound insincere. 1102 00:53:30,708 --> 00:53:31,542 - Fair enough. 1103 00:53:31,584 --> 00:53:33,127 - [Mrs. Garcia] Is she pregnant? 1104 00:53:33,169 --> 00:53:34,420 - No, she's not pregnant. 1105 00:53:34,462 --> 00:53:36,589 - [Mrs. Garcia] I didn't have Sarah till I was 30. 1106 00:53:36,631 --> 00:53:38,591 That myth about a young mother 1107 00:53:38,633 --> 00:53:41,177 having pretty babies isn't true. 1108 00:53:41,218 --> 00:53:42,762 - Yep, I understand. 1109 00:53:42,803 --> 00:53:45,765 - [Mrs. Garcia] Now listen to me very carefully. 1110 00:53:45,806 --> 00:53:46,933 - Okay. 1111 00:53:46,974 --> 00:53:48,643 - [Mrs. Garcia] You are a complete idiot. 1112 00:53:48,684 --> 00:53:52,438 You are both exceedingly lacking in intelligence. 1113 00:53:52,480 --> 00:53:53,189 Am I being clear? 1114 00:53:53,230 --> 00:53:54,732 - Yes, I think you are. 1115 00:53:54,774 --> 00:53:57,318 - [Mrs. Garcia] Since it doesn't look like I can do anything 1116 00:53:57,360 --> 00:54:01,238 to change your mind, I only can hope you prove me wrong. 1117 00:54:01,280 --> 00:54:02,406 - I hope so, too. 1118 00:54:02,448 --> 00:54:04,700 - [Mrs. Garcia] Now give me back to Sarah. 1119 00:54:04,742 --> 00:54:05,826 - Okay. 1120 00:54:05,868 --> 00:54:06,702 Bye, Mrs. Garcia. 1121 00:54:07,578 --> 00:54:08,871 - Hi Mom. 1122 00:54:08,913 --> 00:54:10,915 - [Mrs. Garcia] Sarah... 1123 00:54:16,045 --> 00:54:21,050 - Okay. 1124 00:54:25,012 --> 00:54:28,849 Yes, I understand. 1125 00:54:28,891 --> 00:54:29,725 Okay. 1126 00:54:31,268 --> 00:54:32,269 I love you too, Mom. 1127 00:54:33,604 --> 00:54:34,438 Bye. 1128 00:54:35,690 --> 00:54:36,816 - Hey, what'd she say? 1129 00:54:38,192 --> 00:54:39,735 - I can't get married. 1130 00:54:39,777 --> 00:54:42,405 - What'd she say? 1131 00:54:42,446 --> 00:54:46,742 - She said that it was a good idea. 1132 00:54:46,784 --> 00:54:48,703 That you'll be good for me. 1133 00:54:48,744 --> 00:54:50,454 That I'll never make it on my own. 1134 00:54:52,039 --> 00:54:55,418 She was actually very surprised because 1135 00:54:55,459 --> 00:54:57,712 she didn't think that you liked me that much. 1136 00:54:59,630 --> 00:55:00,464 Huh. 1137 00:55:02,550 --> 00:55:05,219 I'm sorry, William, I was just being ridiculous. 1138 00:55:05,261 --> 00:55:06,178 (church bells ring) 1139 00:55:06,220 --> 00:55:07,513 - Come here. 1140 00:55:07,555 --> 00:55:08,931 - No, I can't go anywhere. 1141 00:55:08,973 --> 00:55:09,765 - Come here. 1142 00:55:09,807 --> 00:55:10,933 - I'm not gonna get married. 1143 00:55:10,975 --> 00:55:12,351 - I know. - Okay. 1144 00:55:12,393 --> 00:55:13,394 - Two seconds. 1145 00:55:13,436 --> 00:55:15,146 Just follow me, come on. 1146 00:55:15,187 --> 00:55:17,398 - [Sarah] Where are we going? 1147 00:55:17,440 --> 00:55:18,941 Where are we going? 1148 00:55:18,983 --> 00:55:19,817 - You'll see. 1149 00:55:20,776 --> 00:55:21,944 (church bells ring) 1150 00:55:21,986 --> 00:55:23,946 Come on! - What? 1151 00:55:23,988 --> 00:55:24,780 - Come on! 1152 00:55:24,822 --> 00:55:26,115 - I'm going. 1153 00:55:26,157 --> 00:55:29,160 (church bells ring) 1154 00:55:32,246 --> 00:55:34,498 (laughter) 1155 00:55:38,085 --> 00:55:42,715 (children speaking in foreign language) 1156 00:55:48,012 --> 00:55:51,599 (light instrumental music) 1157 00:55:53,809 --> 00:55:56,145 (footsteps) 1158 00:56:27,218 --> 00:56:28,052 Promise me, 1159 00:56:29,345 --> 00:56:30,554 if something goes wrong, 1160 00:56:31,680 --> 00:56:32,723 if I run away, 1161 00:56:35,017 --> 00:56:36,811 you'll find me and make me kiss you. 1162 00:56:38,020 --> 00:56:39,188 - Nothing will go wrong. 1163 00:56:40,731 --> 00:56:41,690 - Just promise. 1164 00:56:43,150 --> 00:56:44,777 - I promise. 1165 00:56:44,819 --> 00:56:47,363 (upbeat music) 1166 00:57:50,801 --> 00:57:53,888 (slow guitar music) 1167 00:58:04,982 --> 00:58:06,734 - You know what it is you miss most? 1168 00:58:06,775 --> 00:58:08,402 You know what it is you miss most? 1169 00:58:08,444 --> 00:58:10,029 (man speaking foreign language) 1170 00:58:10,070 --> 00:58:10,905 Thanks. 1171 00:58:12,990 --> 00:58:14,617 (woman speaking foreign language) 1172 00:58:14,658 --> 00:58:16,785 ♪ When you smiled and took my hand ♪ 1173 00:58:16,827 --> 00:58:18,037 - [Director] Action! 1174 00:58:18,078 --> 00:58:22,333 ♪ And when you said there is no question ♪ 1175 00:58:22,374 --> 00:58:26,128 ♪ And you kindly thanked me ♪ 1176 00:58:26,170 --> 00:58:28,422 ♪ I knew then ♪ 1177 00:58:28,464 --> 00:58:29,632 - [William] My girlfriend plays guitar. 1178 00:58:29,673 --> 00:58:31,175 - [Guy] Really, is she any good? 1179 00:58:31,217 --> 00:58:32,968 - [William] Yeah, she's really good. 1180 00:58:33,010 --> 00:58:34,053 - [Guy] Is she hot? 1181 00:58:34,094 --> 00:58:35,721 - Yeah, she's real hot. 1182 00:58:38,724 --> 00:58:41,352 You know what it is you miss most when you're separated 1183 00:58:41,393 --> 00:58:44,855 from someone you lived with and loved? 1184 00:58:44,897 --> 00:58:48,192 It's waking up with that warmness beside you. 1185 00:58:48,234 --> 00:58:50,819 Once you get used to that warmness, 1186 00:58:50,861 --> 00:58:54,198 it's a hell of a lonely feeling to wake up without it. 1187 00:58:54,240 --> 00:58:58,077 Especially in some dollar... (coughs) 1188 00:58:58,118 --> 00:58:59,203 Can we do it from the top? 1189 00:58:59,245 --> 00:59:01,038 - [Director] Yup. 1190 00:59:01,080 --> 00:59:02,915 - You know what it is you miss most when 1191 00:59:02,957 --> 00:59:06,252 you're separated from someone you lived with and loved? 1192 00:59:06,293 --> 00:59:09,755 It's waking up with that warmness beside you. 1193 00:59:09,797 --> 00:59:12,508 Once you get used to that warmness, 1194 00:59:12,549 --> 00:59:15,594 it's a hell of a lonely feeling to wake up without it. 1195 00:59:15,636 --> 00:59:18,389 Especially in some dollar a night hotel room on the skid. 1196 00:59:18,430 --> 00:59:20,683 A hot water bottle won't do, 1197 00:59:21,725 --> 00:59:23,811 and a stranger won't do. 1198 00:59:23,852 --> 00:59:25,396 It has to be someone you're used to, 1199 00:59:25,437 --> 00:59:27,940 and that you know loves you. 1200 00:59:28,941 --> 00:59:29,608 - [Director] Cut! 1201 00:59:29,650 --> 00:59:31,026 Cut! 1202 00:59:31,068 --> 00:59:35,197 - Hey, is this mike wire supposed to be like up my ass? 1203 00:59:35,239 --> 00:59:37,408 (laughter) 1204 00:59:37,449 --> 00:59:38,909 - [William Voiceover] I spent more than half the money 1205 00:59:38,951 --> 00:59:41,912 I made on that movie on phone calls to New York 1206 00:59:41,954 --> 00:59:43,747 and on a last minute plane ticket. 1207 00:59:43,789 --> 00:59:47,293 I changed my flight and lost $700 so I could arrive 1208 00:59:47,334 --> 00:59:49,586 three and a half hours earlier. 1209 00:59:49,628 --> 00:59:51,922 No shit, I really did that. 1210 00:59:51,964 --> 00:59:55,551 ♪ I would never see you go ♪ 1211 01:00:01,140 --> 01:00:04,977 (people cheering and talking) 1212 01:00:07,187 --> 01:00:08,731 (door shuts) 1213 01:00:08,772 --> 01:00:10,941 - [William] Hey, how you doing? 1214 01:00:10,983 --> 01:00:13,110 I came home early, I wanted to surprise you. 1215 01:00:14,403 --> 01:00:15,279 - [Sarah] You did. 1216 01:00:17,239 --> 01:00:18,615 - [William] I thought it'd be fun. 1217 01:00:21,327 --> 01:00:22,328 - [Sarah] I'm eating oatmeal. 1218 01:00:22,369 --> 01:00:24,163 - [William] Yeah I can see. 1219 01:00:24,204 --> 01:00:25,039 How is it? 1220 01:00:25,956 --> 01:00:27,249 - [Sarah] It's pretty good. 1221 01:00:28,584 --> 01:00:29,877 - I got you these. 1222 01:00:31,045 --> 01:00:32,296 - Thank you. 1223 01:00:32,338 --> 01:00:34,757 - [William] I brought you that towel you wanted. 1224 01:00:37,801 --> 01:00:38,886 - Thanks. 1225 01:00:38,927 --> 01:00:40,054 - And here's a present. 1226 01:00:41,180 --> 01:00:42,097 It's a green dress. 1227 01:00:43,307 --> 01:00:45,309 I saw it on a mannequin, and it reminded me 1228 01:00:45,351 --> 01:00:47,811 of that one you wear, so I bought it. 1229 01:00:47,853 --> 01:00:49,980 I don't know if that's lame or not, 1230 01:00:50,022 --> 01:00:52,524 buying something for somebody that you know 1231 01:00:52,566 --> 01:00:55,736 they already have, but - it made sense at the time. 1232 01:00:57,571 --> 01:00:59,073 - [Sarah] Thank you. 1233 01:00:59,114 --> 01:00:59,948 - No problem. 1234 01:01:01,825 --> 01:01:04,828 Do you want to put these flowers in some water or something? 1235 01:01:04,870 --> 01:01:05,704 - Sure. 1236 01:01:08,540 --> 01:01:10,042 - Are you nervous? 1237 01:01:13,796 --> 01:01:15,047 - Yes. 1238 01:01:15,089 --> 01:01:17,424 - [William] About seeing me? 1239 01:01:18,842 --> 01:01:20,594 - You look different. 1240 01:01:22,596 --> 01:01:25,516 You told me you weren't coming home 'til tonight. 1241 01:01:25,557 --> 01:01:27,267 - [William] I took a different flight. 1242 01:01:29,144 --> 01:01:29,978 - Why? 1243 01:01:34,358 --> 01:01:36,527 - Hey, I heard a joke, you want to hear it? 1244 01:01:36,568 --> 01:01:37,403 - Sure. 1245 01:01:38,904 --> 01:01:40,906 - Okay, there's these two monks. 1246 01:01:40,948 --> 01:01:43,283 A monsignor guy, and a regular monk guy, 1247 01:01:43,325 --> 01:01:44,618 and they're fishing. 1248 01:01:44,660 --> 01:01:47,538 And the regular monk catches this humongous fish. 1249 01:01:47,579 --> 01:01:50,999 He goes, "Wow, that is one heck of a son of a bitch", 1250 01:01:51,041 --> 01:01:52,543 and the monsignor guy says, 1251 01:01:52,584 --> 01:01:54,378 "My son, watch your language". 1252 01:01:54,420 --> 01:01:56,380 And the other one says, "No, Father, I'm sorry, 1253 01:01:56,422 --> 01:01:59,299 "but that's the name of the fish, son of a bitch." 1254 01:01:59,341 --> 01:02:01,301 "Oh", goes the monsignor. 1255 01:02:01,343 --> 01:02:03,554 So that night they're initiating some new monk, 1256 01:02:03,595 --> 01:02:05,389 and they decided to serve the fish. 1257 01:02:05,431 --> 01:02:07,015 They all sat down eating this fish 1258 01:02:07,057 --> 01:02:08,851 and the regular monk goes, 1259 01:02:08,892 --> 01:02:11,395 "Boy, this son of a bitch is really good". 1260 01:02:11,437 --> 01:02:12,729 And the monsignor guy says, 1261 01:02:12,771 --> 01:02:15,107 "Yeah, I've never had son of a bitch this good". 1262 01:02:15,149 --> 01:02:16,775 And he turns to the new recruit and says, 1263 01:02:16,817 --> 01:02:18,152 "How do you like the fish?" 1264 01:02:18,193 --> 01:02:19,486 And the new guy says, 1265 01:02:19,528 --> 01:02:20,988 "Hey, I'm not much for fish, 1266 01:02:21,029 --> 01:02:24,199 "but I'm sure gonna enjoy working with you fuckin' guys". 1267 01:02:31,498 --> 01:02:33,250 - I have to go to the bathroom. 1268 01:02:34,251 --> 01:02:35,836 - How're you doing? 1269 01:02:37,212 --> 01:02:38,130 - I just woke up. 1270 01:02:52,436 --> 01:02:55,355 I still need to go to the bathroom. 1271 01:03:01,570 --> 01:03:06,575 ♪ Listen I've seen all this before ♪ 1272 01:03:10,496 --> 01:03:15,501 ♪ Last time I walked through your door ♪ 1273 01:03:19,379 --> 01:03:24,343 ♪ Why am I still here today ♪ 1274 01:03:27,429 --> 01:03:32,392 ♪ Why have I no gone my way ♪ 1275 01:03:35,103 --> 01:03:40,067 ♪ You are lovely all the time ♪ 1276 01:03:43,070 --> 01:03:48,075 ♪ Now you've gone and changed your mind ♪ 1277 01:03:51,203 --> 01:03:56,166 ♪ Is there something that won't stray ♪ 1278 01:03:59,044 --> 01:04:03,173 ♪ In the change from night to day ♪ 1279 01:04:05,634 --> 01:04:07,427 - [Sarah] Are you sure you can come? 1280 01:04:07,469 --> 01:04:09,096 - [William] Yeah, it's no problem. 1281 01:04:09,137 --> 01:04:10,931 - [Sarah] We'll only be gone for a couple of days, 1282 01:04:10,973 --> 01:04:14,184 and I'm kind of worried with the two shows we're playing, 1283 01:04:14,226 --> 01:04:15,686 I might be kind of busy. 1284 01:04:15,727 --> 01:04:18,480 - Well, maybe it's a better idea if I didn't come then. 1285 01:04:20,148 --> 01:04:21,775 - Are you sure? 1286 01:04:21,817 --> 01:04:23,944 - [William] Yeah, it seems like you need a little space. 1287 01:04:23,986 --> 01:04:26,405 And I got some things I could probably take are of. 1288 01:04:26,446 --> 01:04:27,864 - Okay! 1289 01:04:27,906 --> 01:04:28,949 I think you're right. 1290 01:04:30,242 --> 01:04:31,368 - What do you mean? 1291 01:04:32,953 --> 01:04:35,497 - Well, you just said you have some things 1292 01:04:35,539 --> 01:04:36,832 to take care of, right? 1293 01:04:36,873 --> 01:04:39,209 - Yeah, but you know that's a fuckin' lie. 1294 01:04:40,210 --> 01:04:42,212 All I do is go to the movies. 1295 01:04:42,254 --> 01:04:46,049 I've been to 13 movies in three days. 1296 01:04:47,843 --> 01:04:50,137 I mean, you don't want me to come, right? 1297 01:04:50,178 --> 01:04:51,013 - Ah. 1298 01:04:51,930 --> 01:04:54,141 I don't know, I mean... 1299 01:04:54,182 --> 01:04:56,143 (sighs) I don't know. 1300 01:04:56,184 --> 01:04:58,228 It's just, you don't seem to do anything 1301 01:04:58,270 --> 01:05:00,397 except sit around and wait for me. 1302 01:05:00,439 --> 01:05:03,108 You know that's not the couple we wanted to be. 1303 01:05:03,150 --> 01:05:03,984 - I do? 1304 01:05:04,943 --> 01:05:07,487 - Look, while you were gone, 1305 01:05:07,529 --> 01:05:08,905 I mean, I don't want to belittle 1306 01:05:08,947 --> 01:05:10,616 the time we spent in Mexico, 1307 01:05:10,657 --> 01:05:13,118 but it wasn't very realistic. 1308 01:05:13,160 --> 01:05:14,453 And all I did while you were away 1309 01:05:14,494 --> 01:05:17,706 was sit around a wait for you and think about you. 1310 01:05:17,748 --> 01:05:20,959 And, I can't do that. 1311 01:05:21,001 --> 01:05:23,629 I've done that before, and I know that sounds, ugh. 1312 01:05:23,670 --> 01:05:25,464 Sometimes, you take that away. 1313 01:05:25,505 --> 01:05:26,882 - I take that away? 1314 01:05:27,924 --> 01:05:29,343 Take what away? 1315 01:05:29,384 --> 01:05:31,678 - I came to New York to be on my own. 1316 01:05:31,720 --> 01:05:33,180 I'm just happy that I was able 1317 01:05:33,221 --> 01:05:34,931 to feel the way you made me feel. 1318 01:05:36,016 --> 01:05:37,809 I didn't think it was possible. 1319 01:05:39,603 --> 01:05:41,563 - Good, you look like you're feeling better. 1320 01:05:46,985 --> 01:05:48,236 So, what's going on here? 1321 01:05:50,781 --> 01:05:52,616 - Ah. (sighs) 1322 01:05:52,658 --> 01:05:54,159 - Are you breaking up with me? 1323 01:05:57,037 --> 01:05:59,665 - I just think we need a little more space. 1324 01:05:59,706 --> 01:06:00,749 - Space? 1325 01:06:02,125 --> 01:06:03,210 Can't you think of something a little 1326 01:06:03,251 --> 01:06:04,544 more original than that? 1327 01:06:05,921 --> 01:06:07,881 - I'm just trying to be honest. 1328 01:06:07,923 --> 01:06:10,759 - Well, then, you're a pretty boring person if like, 1329 01:06:10,801 --> 01:06:14,179 catchphrases from breakup 101 are your idea of the truth. 1330 01:06:21,395 --> 01:06:23,230 - I like you so much. 1331 01:06:23,271 --> 01:06:24,690 - Oh great, you like me. 1332 01:06:26,233 --> 01:06:27,567 So I don't have to feel bad then. 1333 01:06:27,609 --> 01:06:28,443 That's super. 1334 01:06:30,987 --> 01:06:31,988 I'm a sweet guy. 1335 01:06:33,198 --> 01:06:36,451 A fun fellow to have Margaritas and hang 1336 01:06:36,493 --> 01:06:37,577 with for a week or so but, 1337 01:06:38,870 --> 01:06:41,331 not somebody to see like on a day to day basis. 1338 01:06:46,586 --> 01:06:48,130 Why are you doing this? 1339 01:06:51,174 --> 01:06:52,008 - William. 1340 01:06:54,553 --> 01:06:55,595 You're gonna be fine. 1341 01:06:56,805 --> 01:06:57,931 - Oh fuck you! 1342 01:06:59,850 --> 01:07:04,813 You're a spoiled, selfish, cold coward. 1343 01:07:05,814 --> 01:07:07,357 I've told people to fuck off, 1344 01:07:07,399 --> 01:07:09,860 and I know how important you feel. 1345 01:07:09,901 --> 01:07:12,446 I've been you, and I know that you suck! 1346 01:07:12,487 --> 01:07:17,492 (upbeat rock music) (siren wails) 1347 01:07:22,789 --> 01:07:27,043 ♪ If you ever sell ♪ 1348 01:07:27,085 --> 01:07:31,757 ♪ It gets lonely there ♪ 1349 01:07:31,798 --> 01:07:34,009 ♪ It's an easy trip ♪ 1350 01:07:34,050 --> 01:07:34,885 Hey guys. 1351 01:07:36,136 --> 01:07:37,387 Do you think I could borrow your cone? 1352 01:07:37,429 --> 01:07:39,055 - [William Voiceover] The morning Sarah returned 1353 01:07:39,097 --> 01:07:41,975 from Boston, I was singing a different tune. 1354 01:07:42,017 --> 01:07:44,978 It went something like, I'm sorry. 1355 01:07:45,020 --> 01:07:47,439 - Rise and shine, sleepyhead. 1356 01:07:48,440 --> 01:07:50,692 Or, I'm gonna huff and puff, 1357 01:07:51,610 --> 01:07:53,820 and blow your little house down. 1358 01:07:55,071 --> 01:07:57,157 Ooh! (howling) 1359 01:07:57,199 --> 01:07:58,450 - [Sarah] Stop. 1360 01:08:03,038 --> 01:08:04,956 - Thanks a lot, guys. 1361 01:08:04,998 --> 01:08:06,333 I appreciate it. 1362 01:08:09,628 --> 01:08:12,047 (door shuts) 1363 01:08:16,009 --> 01:08:17,426 Oh, come on. 1364 01:08:17,469 --> 01:08:18,553 How do you like my outfit? 1365 01:08:18,595 --> 01:08:19,720 It's my "I'm sorry" outfit. 1366 01:08:19,763 --> 01:08:20,971 - Look, I have to go to work. 1367 01:08:21,014 --> 01:08:22,515 - I know, can I walk with you? 1368 01:08:23,558 --> 01:08:24,684 Are you Native American? 1369 01:08:24,725 --> 01:08:26,228 - [Sarah] What? 1370 01:08:26,269 --> 01:08:26,978 - Nothing. 1371 01:08:27,020 --> 01:08:27,895 Okay, so here's the deal. 1372 01:08:27,938 --> 01:08:29,064 I'm going to do the talking, alright? 1373 01:08:29,104 --> 01:08:31,024 Because I have some things to say, 1374 01:08:31,066 --> 01:08:34,361 and because you don't look particularly talkative. 1375 01:08:34,402 --> 01:08:35,946 Not that you don't look good, because you do, 1376 01:08:35,987 --> 01:08:38,990 that's why I asked the thing about being Native American. 1377 01:08:39,950 --> 01:08:41,033 Anyway, I'll start the talking, 1378 01:08:41,076 --> 01:08:43,370 and if you want to jump in, just say, 1379 01:08:43,411 --> 01:08:44,453 "Hey, I got something to say". 1380 01:08:44,496 --> 01:08:46,372 And five'll get you 10 then I'll say, 1381 01:08:46,413 --> 01:08:47,541 "Go right ahead". 1382 01:08:49,292 --> 01:08:50,961 Okay, I know what you're thinking, 1383 01:08:51,002 --> 01:08:52,796 "God, this guy is such a creep. 1384 01:08:52,837 --> 01:08:55,215 "Two days ago, he says all kinds of nasty things, 1385 01:08:55,256 --> 01:08:57,216 "and leaves my apartment in a huff, and now, 1386 01:08:57,259 --> 01:08:59,886 "he wakes me up in a tuxedo, howling at my window, 1387 01:08:59,928 --> 01:09:01,179 "and expects me to think it's funny." 1388 01:09:02,680 --> 01:09:05,684 Well, let me tell you, missy, you are absolutely right. 1389 01:09:06,600 --> 01:09:07,853 I don't even like myself. 1390 01:09:10,814 --> 01:09:13,024 So what, the suit gets no comment? 1391 01:09:13,066 --> 01:09:14,234 "Why are you wearing that?" 1392 01:09:14,276 --> 01:09:15,694 "Oh, you're so zany." 1393 01:09:15,734 --> 01:09:18,446 Or maybe, "I can't believe you're such a cuckoo-head." 1394 01:09:19,488 --> 01:09:20,991 Nothing, huh? 1395 01:09:21,032 --> 01:09:22,742 You're just gonna keep walking. 1396 01:09:22,783 --> 01:09:23,702 Okay, that's cool. 1397 01:09:26,246 --> 01:09:27,538 You want to know why I wore it? 1398 01:09:28,540 --> 01:09:30,959 An attempt to make movies more realistic. 1399 01:09:31,001 --> 01:09:32,586 I like to embrace the cliche. 1400 01:09:35,255 --> 01:09:37,131 Hey, this is A material. 1401 01:09:39,009 --> 01:09:40,551 Okay, I'm sorry. 1402 01:09:40,594 --> 01:09:43,638 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I fucked up. 1403 01:09:43,680 --> 01:09:44,764 I got upset. 1404 01:09:44,805 --> 01:09:46,725 You just switched gears on me, you know. 1405 01:09:46,765 --> 01:09:48,059 You got to admit that. 1406 01:09:49,352 --> 01:09:51,020 Look, I know you're getting a little scared 1407 01:09:51,062 --> 01:09:53,814 that maybe we went too far, too fast, and that's cool. 1408 01:09:53,857 --> 01:09:55,191 It's just you got to give me a minute 1409 01:09:55,233 --> 01:09:57,402 to get the idea, you know? 1410 01:09:58,653 --> 01:10:00,614 I don't know how to love you right. 1411 01:10:00,655 --> 01:10:02,699 You gotta let me know. 1412 01:10:02,741 --> 01:10:04,367 See, this is the way I see it, 1413 01:10:04,409 --> 01:10:06,786 if the attempt is all, then I can promise you everything. 1414 01:10:06,828 --> 01:10:09,372 - Look, I don't want a boyfriend. 1415 01:10:10,957 --> 01:10:13,501 (mellow music) 1416 01:10:14,377 --> 01:10:19,382 ♪ Out on the corner ♪ 1417 01:10:21,217 --> 01:10:24,137 ♪ You look so pale ♪ 1418 01:10:27,223 --> 01:10:28,558 - Hey, it's me. 1419 01:10:28,600 --> 01:10:30,852 Sorry for calling so late but I thought 1420 01:10:30,894 --> 01:10:34,189 maybe if you wanted, we could go get a cup of coffee. 1421 01:10:34,230 --> 01:10:37,442 - [Sarah] Um, yeah. 1422 01:10:37,484 --> 01:10:39,778 No, I think I'm too tired. 1423 01:10:39,819 --> 01:10:41,488 - It is late. 1424 01:10:41,529 --> 01:10:45,033 - [Sarah] Yeah, I should go to bed. 1425 01:10:45,075 --> 01:10:46,117 - [William] How you been? 1426 01:10:46,159 --> 01:10:47,744 - [Sarah] Um, fine. 1427 01:10:48,787 --> 01:10:51,206 - [William] What you been doing? 1428 01:10:51,247 --> 01:10:52,374 - [Sarah] Where are you? 1429 01:10:52,415 --> 01:10:54,459 (siren wails) 1430 01:10:54,501 --> 01:10:56,628 - [William] I'm in The Village. 1431 01:10:56,670 --> 01:10:57,754 - [Sarah] Oh. 1432 01:10:59,255 --> 01:11:01,841 - Are you gonna be singing anytime soon? 1433 01:11:02,842 --> 01:11:05,345 - [Sarah] Um, no. 1434 01:11:05,387 --> 01:11:07,722 Listen, I should go to bed. 1435 01:11:07,764 --> 01:11:08,640 - Yeah, of course. 1436 01:11:08,682 --> 01:11:10,850 I'll talk to you later, then. 1437 01:11:10,892 --> 01:11:11,935 - [Sarah] Sleep well. 1438 01:11:12,894 --> 01:11:14,646 - Okay, yeah, you too. 1439 01:11:14,688 --> 01:11:16,606 - [Sarah] Goodbye William. 1440 01:11:16,648 --> 01:11:17,440 - Bye. 1441 01:11:18,483 --> 01:11:19,734 - [William Voiceover] I held onto the phone 1442 01:11:19,776 --> 01:11:21,528 like it was a piece of her. 1443 01:11:21,569 --> 01:11:23,196 Everything was disintegrating so quickly. 1444 01:11:24,614 --> 01:11:27,659 I knew I was the dopey guy standing out in the cold, 1445 01:11:27,701 --> 01:11:29,828 staring up at a warm window. 1446 01:11:29,869 --> 01:11:31,621 Hell, I wished it would rain. 1447 01:11:31,663 --> 01:11:33,748 It's just so hard to miss someone 1448 01:11:33,790 --> 01:11:35,750 who only lives eight blocks away. 1449 01:11:37,168 --> 01:11:38,920 - [Jesse] At a certain point William, your father not 1450 01:11:38,962 --> 01:11:42,173 calling you on your birthday becomes your problem, not his. 1451 01:11:42,215 --> 01:11:43,717 - I didn't expect him to call. 1452 01:11:43,758 --> 01:11:46,928 - [Jesse] He loves you very much, I'm sure of this. 1453 01:11:46,970 --> 01:11:48,805 - Why are we talking about him? 1454 01:11:48,847 --> 01:11:51,141 - [Jesse] I just think it's too painful for him 1455 01:11:51,182 --> 01:11:52,976 to remain in contact with you. 1456 01:11:54,811 --> 01:11:56,062 - Why are you giving this to me? 1457 01:11:56,104 --> 01:11:57,105 Who brought him up? 1458 01:11:58,815 --> 01:11:59,733 - I'm sorry. 1459 01:12:02,318 --> 01:12:04,779 - [William] Why do you think she doesn't like me? 1460 01:12:04,821 --> 01:12:05,655 - Who? 1461 01:12:06,573 --> 01:12:07,824 What, that girl? 1462 01:12:07,866 --> 01:12:09,701 Because there's something wrong with her. 1463 01:12:09,743 --> 01:12:10,744 - No, Mom. 1464 01:12:10,785 --> 01:12:13,121 There's something wrong with me. 1465 01:12:13,163 --> 01:12:14,581 What do you think it is? 1466 01:12:14,622 --> 01:12:17,459 - You respect people more when they don't respect you. 1467 01:12:17,500 --> 01:12:19,502 That, and you didn't go to college. 1468 01:12:19,544 --> 01:12:21,046 Those are your only two flaws. 1469 01:12:25,258 --> 01:12:29,054 Do you want to hear about my new boyfriend? 1470 01:12:30,221 --> 01:12:32,599 I suppose that doesn't interest you. 1471 01:12:32,640 --> 01:12:33,475 He's very funny. 1472 01:12:35,393 --> 01:12:36,352 His name is Harris. 1473 01:12:38,563 --> 01:12:40,732 I think you'll be astonished at how many times 1474 01:12:40,774 --> 01:12:41,733 you fall in love. 1475 01:12:44,903 --> 01:12:45,737 - I just... 1476 01:12:47,363 --> 01:12:51,409 I just don't seem to have the first idea 1477 01:12:51,451 --> 01:12:54,621 about how men are supposed to behave. 1478 01:12:54,662 --> 01:12:58,374 It seems like I don't have certain qualities 1479 01:12:58,416 --> 01:12:59,793 that I should, you know? 1480 01:12:59,834 --> 01:13:02,712 I mean, I'm sure most men don't sit around 1481 01:13:02,754 --> 01:13:05,924 getting all chatty with their moms. 1482 01:13:05,965 --> 01:13:08,218 You know what I'm saying? 1483 01:13:08,259 --> 01:13:09,469 What are other men like? 1484 01:13:10,845 --> 01:13:11,721 Are they like me? 1485 01:13:14,307 --> 01:13:15,141 - I don't know. 1486 01:13:17,560 --> 01:13:19,187 - Hey, how come I'm not baptized? 1487 01:13:21,189 --> 01:13:23,274 Weren't you the least bit concerned 1488 01:13:23,316 --> 01:13:24,984 with the state of my soul? 1489 01:13:25,026 --> 01:13:26,361 - Oh... 1490 01:13:26,402 --> 01:13:28,446 Listen, William, there was nothing 1491 01:13:28,488 --> 01:13:30,865 anybody at the Fort Worth First Methodist could do 1492 01:13:30,907 --> 01:13:32,242 for the state of your soul. 1493 01:13:33,576 --> 01:13:35,203 - [William] Oh, forget it, it's not important. 1494 01:13:35,245 --> 01:13:36,329 - Look, listen to me. 1495 01:13:40,166 --> 01:13:42,001 You've been ignoring me since you were 15, 1496 01:13:43,336 --> 01:13:46,840 and I was thinking that a good birthday resolution 1497 01:13:46,881 --> 01:13:49,676 might be to change your attitude about your poor old Ma. 1498 01:13:51,594 --> 01:13:53,304 Don't be so moody. 1499 01:13:54,764 --> 01:13:57,684 A lot of bad shit is gonna happen to you. 1500 01:13:57,725 --> 01:13:59,477 People are not gonna love you back. 1501 01:13:59,519 --> 01:14:01,354 And if you're serious about becoming an artist, 1502 01:14:01,396 --> 01:14:02,438 that's the first thing you should learn. 1503 01:14:02,480 --> 01:14:06,025 And listen, you're gonna die, okay? 1504 01:14:06,067 --> 01:14:08,361 Relatively soon, okay? 1505 01:14:08,403 --> 01:14:11,406 So, that being said, you have nothing to worry about. 1506 01:14:11,447 --> 01:14:13,533 No matter what happens in this life, 1507 01:14:13,575 --> 01:14:17,078 you have two options, only two options. 1508 01:14:17,120 --> 01:14:20,373 You can handle things well and be happy, 1509 01:14:20,415 --> 01:14:22,333 or you can handle them poorly and be miserable. 1510 01:14:22,375 --> 01:14:23,209 It's up to you. 1511 01:14:26,004 --> 01:14:28,840 Look William, I'm disappointed. 1512 01:14:30,425 --> 01:14:33,386 I didn't escape Fort Worth to sell college textbooks 1513 01:14:33,428 --> 01:14:35,430 in Trenton, New Jersey, that was not my goal. 1514 01:14:36,973 --> 01:14:39,642 I thought my life was gonna be so much more interesting 1515 01:14:39,684 --> 01:14:42,395 than it's turned out, but what am I gonna do about it, huh? 1516 01:14:47,150 --> 01:14:50,486 The root of depression is being too self-involved, 1517 01:14:50,528 --> 01:14:53,740 and the cure is to read. 1518 01:14:55,867 --> 01:14:56,993 Okay? 1519 01:14:57,035 --> 01:14:59,037 So, read some books. 1520 01:15:00,121 --> 01:15:01,789 Don't take yourself so seriously. 1521 01:15:01,831 --> 01:15:05,376 Exercise, take that gorgeous, sexy body outside and move it. 1522 01:15:05,418 --> 01:15:07,545 Here, and open your present. 1523 01:15:22,227 --> 01:15:25,355 You gotta lose those cowboy boots, William. 1524 01:15:25,396 --> 01:15:27,398 I worked too hard to get us out of Texas 1525 01:15:27,440 --> 01:15:29,317 for you to go around in those things. 1526 01:15:31,527 --> 01:15:36,532 ♪ The night is coming ♪ 1527 01:15:38,284 --> 01:15:43,289 ♪ I hear the way ♪ 1528 01:15:44,874 --> 01:15:49,671 ♪ I feel the crying moment ♪ 1529 01:15:50,713 --> 01:15:54,467 ♪ But oh, baby, it's alright ♪ 1530 01:15:56,010 --> 01:15:58,054 - [Answering Machine] Please leave a message after tone. 1531 01:15:58,096 --> 01:15:59,722 (machine beeps) 1532 01:15:59,764 --> 01:16:01,849 - [Sarah] Hi William, Happy Birthday. 1533 01:16:01,891 --> 01:16:05,353 I know your birthday is today and I have some presents. 1534 01:16:05,395 --> 01:16:08,022 Today has been a really bad day for me. 1535 01:16:08,064 --> 01:16:09,524 If you have some time, maybe you could come by 1536 01:16:09,565 --> 01:16:12,235 tonight or tomorrow or-- (phone beeps) 1537 01:16:12,277 --> 01:16:15,154 - [William] Hey, yeah, that'd be great. 1538 01:16:15,196 --> 01:16:17,073 No, I can come by right now actually. 1539 01:16:17,907 --> 01:16:20,576 (knock on door) 1540 01:16:23,329 --> 01:16:24,080 - [Sarah] Hi. 1541 01:16:24,122 --> 01:16:24,956 - Hey. 1542 01:16:24,998 --> 01:16:27,166 - [Sarah] Oh, close your eyes. 1543 01:16:27,208 --> 01:16:29,252 I have to finish wrapping. 1544 01:16:32,797 --> 01:16:34,007 - Can I open my eyes now? 1545 01:16:34,048 --> 01:16:34,882 - [Sarah] Yeah. 1546 01:16:41,306 --> 01:16:42,807 Do you want a beer? 1547 01:16:42,849 --> 01:16:44,225 - Uh, sure. 1548 01:16:49,981 --> 01:16:52,233 - [Sarah] You can put on some music, if you like. 1549 01:16:52,275 --> 01:16:53,109 - Okay. 1550 01:17:01,951 --> 01:17:03,870 - [Sarah] How was your day? 1551 01:17:03,911 --> 01:17:04,746 - Oh, fine. 1552 01:17:06,748 --> 01:17:07,999 How was your day? 1553 01:17:08,041 --> 01:17:08,833 - [Sarah] Crazy. 1554 01:17:09,876 --> 01:17:11,753 I've been ridiculously busy lately. 1555 01:17:11,794 --> 01:17:12,628 - Yeah? 1556 01:17:16,299 --> 01:17:17,425 So, what are these? 1557 01:17:17,467 --> 01:17:18,301 - Presents. 1558 01:17:20,136 --> 01:17:21,012 - Okay. 1559 01:17:22,305 --> 01:17:23,598 I guess I should open them, huh? 1560 01:17:23,639 --> 01:17:24,474 - Yeah. 1561 01:17:31,272 --> 01:17:32,690 They're for candles. 1562 01:17:32,732 --> 01:17:33,566 - Cool. 1563 01:17:34,776 --> 01:17:35,610 - Look at this. 1564 01:17:41,866 --> 01:17:42,742 - You did this? 1565 01:17:42,784 --> 01:17:43,618 - Yeah. 1566 01:17:46,579 --> 01:17:47,413 - Wow! 1567 01:17:55,046 --> 01:17:56,422 Why did you give this to me? 1568 01:17:57,673 --> 01:17:58,883 - I thought you'd like it. 1569 01:17:58,925 --> 01:18:00,551 - [William] I do. 1570 01:18:00,593 --> 01:18:01,386 - Good. 1571 01:18:01,427 --> 01:18:02,261 - It's beautiful. 1572 01:18:12,397 --> 01:18:14,899 Do you want to keep seeing me? 1573 01:18:15,733 --> 01:18:18,236 (Sarah sighs) 1574 01:18:20,154 --> 01:18:22,240 - I don't think that now is the right time. 1575 01:18:22,281 --> 01:18:24,283 - Then, why did you give it to me? 1576 01:18:24,325 --> 01:18:25,243 - What do you mean? 1577 01:18:26,160 --> 01:18:28,454 - What am I supposed to do with it, hang it on my wall? 1578 01:18:29,497 --> 01:18:30,706 - I don't know, I thought you just-- 1579 01:18:30,748 --> 01:18:32,542 - You think I want to hang a picture on my wall 1580 01:18:32,583 --> 01:18:35,211 to remind me of a girl who doesn't want to see me anymore? 1581 01:18:37,922 --> 01:18:41,259 - Look, I warned you that I didn't think I could do this. 1582 01:18:41,300 --> 01:18:41,843 - Yeah. 1583 01:18:43,136 --> 01:18:47,515 You also made me promise to force you to kiss me. 1584 01:18:47,557 --> 01:18:48,975 - You can't do that. 1585 01:18:50,101 --> 01:18:51,561 I came to New York to be on my own. 1586 01:18:51,602 --> 01:18:53,980 - Oh, yeah, yeah, I know the story. 1587 01:18:54,021 --> 01:18:55,064 - I'm just trying to be honest. 1588 01:18:55,106 --> 01:18:56,607 - [William] Well, I wish you'd lie a little it. 1589 01:18:56,649 --> 01:18:57,692 - Oh, you want me to lie? 1590 01:18:57,733 --> 01:19:00,445 - No, I want you to fuckin' appear. 1591 01:19:00,486 --> 01:19:02,029 We're apart for four stupid weeks, 1592 01:19:02,071 --> 01:19:03,364 and I come back to this? 1593 01:19:03,406 --> 01:19:05,533 - Listen, if you really care about me, you need-- 1594 01:19:05,575 --> 01:19:06,409 - What did I do? 1595 01:19:06,451 --> 01:19:07,910 I didn't do anything wrong. 1596 01:19:07,952 --> 01:19:10,371 - If you really care about me, you need to take the time 1597 01:19:10,413 --> 01:19:11,414 to understand me. 1598 01:19:11,456 --> 01:19:12,331 - Oh, this is my fault? 1599 01:19:12,373 --> 01:19:13,249 - [Sarah] It's no one's fault. 1600 01:19:13,291 --> 01:19:14,709 - Oh, well, that's debatable. 1601 01:19:14,750 --> 01:19:17,211 - Look, I told you, this was gonna be really difficult. 1602 01:19:17,253 --> 01:19:19,630 - Would you shut up with the corny fuckin' lines? 1603 01:19:19,672 --> 01:19:20,590 You don't like me anymore. 1604 01:19:21,799 --> 01:19:24,760 I was amusing for a minute, and now I should go away, 1605 01:19:24,802 --> 01:19:26,888 and hang your fucking picture on the wall! 1606 01:19:30,224 --> 01:19:31,851 I mean, what am I supposed to do here, huh? 1607 01:19:32,977 --> 01:19:34,061 You know, I've done what you're doing. 1608 01:19:34,103 --> 01:19:35,980 I've said the shit that you're saying, 1609 01:19:36,022 --> 01:19:37,190 and I know it's a lie. 1610 01:19:37,231 --> 01:19:38,691 - It's not a lie. - It's a fucking lie. 1611 01:19:38,733 --> 01:19:39,859 - Well, maybe you lie to people, 1612 01:19:39,901 --> 01:19:41,194 but I am trying to be honest. 1613 01:19:41,235 --> 01:19:43,029 - [William] Ugh, would you please stop saying that? 1614 01:19:43,070 --> 01:19:43,988 - Say what? 1615 01:19:44,030 --> 01:19:44,947 - [William] Honest! 1616 01:19:44,989 --> 01:19:47,575 - Look, you don't love me. 1617 01:19:47,617 --> 01:19:48,826 I could be any girl. 1618 01:19:50,119 --> 01:19:52,038 I care about you and you made me very happy, 1619 01:19:52,079 --> 01:19:55,333 but I can't hear myself think when you're in the room. 1620 01:19:55,374 --> 01:19:58,085 Everything is a big game of pretend with you. 1621 01:19:58,127 --> 01:19:59,462 Let's pretend to get married, 1622 01:19:59,504 --> 01:20:01,214 let's pretend I'm gonna be a country star, 1623 01:20:01,255 --> 01:20:02,590 just pretend you're someone else, remember? 1624 01:20:02,632 --> 01:20:04,175 - No, I-- - No! 1625 01:20:04,217 --> 01:20:05,843 Nothing is casual with you. 1626 01:20:05,885 --> 01:20:07,553 Everything is a fuckin' big deal. 1627 01:20:07,595 --> 01:20:08,804 - No! 1628 01:20:08,846 --> 01:20:10,264 No, no, no, no, no! 1629 01:20:10,306 --> 01:20:11,307 Only you. 1630 01:20:12,391 --> 01:20:14,143 Only you're a big deal. - Stop it! 1631 01:20:16,145 --> 01:20:18,606 - Okay, I'm handling this pretty badly, aren't I? 1632 01:20:21,651 --> 01:20:24,153 Listen, I'm a great guy, you love me. 1633 01:20:24,195 --> 01:20:25,029 Look at me. 1634 01:20:26,614 --> 01:20:27,990 Would you please look at me? 1635 01:20:29,534 --> 01:20:30,910 I'm right here, look at me. 1636 01:20:33,704 --> 01:20:34,956 It's my birthday. 1637 01:20:36,040 --> 01:20:37,875 - What, what? 1638 01:20:43,714 --> 01:20:44,549 - Okay, I'll go. 1639 01:20:48,511 --> 01:20:49,345 I'm sorry. 1640 01:20:50,513 --> 01:20:51,430 I'm really sorry. 1641 01:20:51,472 --> 01:20:53,057 I want to make this easy on you. 1642 01:20:55,268 --> 01:20:57,895 I don't want to be pathetic, I really don't. 1643 01:21:05,152 --> 01:21:08,239 But do you think you could lie to me a little? 1644 01:21:08,281 --> 01:21:09,615 Or, have me sleep here next to you, 1645 01:21:09,657 --> 01:21:13,327 something just to make this a little bit easier? 1646 01:21:13,369 --> 01:21:15,079 - I cannot do that. 1647 01:21:15,121 --> 01:21:16,539 - Yes, you can. 1648 01:21:16,581 --> 01:21:17,373 God! 1649 01:21:19,458 --> 01:21:22,378 I feel like you're playing some sick practical joke on me. 1650 01:21:24,505 --> 01:21:25,673 - I'm sorry you feel like that. 1651 01:21:26,674 --> 01:21:28,801 - Would you please talk to me like a person? 1652 01:21:32,430 --> 01:21:34,348 - Look, what you're going through has happened to me 1653 01:21:34,390 --> 01:21:35,600 before, and once I got through it, 1654 01:21:36,642 --> 01:21:38,936 I was grateful because I was so much stronger. 1655 01:21:51,616 --> 01:21:52,450 - Strong? 1656 01:21:55,578 --> 01:21:57,121 I am fucking strong. 1657 01:22:14,138 --> 01:22:15,556 Where did you go? 1658 01:22:30,738 --> 01:22:32,239 - What a fucking bitch. 1659 01:22:33,908 --> 01:22:36,535 She didn't seem like your type anyway. 1660 01:22:36,577 --> 01:22:38,579 - [William] You think anybody who isn't like you 1661 01:22:38,621 --> 01:22:39,955 isn't my type. 1662 01:22:41,540 --> 01:22:42,416 - That's not true. 1663 01:22:43,501 --> 01:22:45,169 She just seemed a little crunchy. 1664 01:22:47,421 --> 01:22:49,090 I heard she wouldn't fuck you. 1665 01:22:49,131 --> 01:22:51,050 - [William] That's not true, we had sex. 1666 01:22:52,551 --> 01:22:54,970 - Yeah, I didn't believe it when I heard it. 1667 01:22:56,347 --> 01:22:59,016 I mean, I couldn't imagine, 1668 01:22:59,058 --> 01:23:00,851 you not fucking anybody. 1669 01:23:03,187 --> 01:23:05,731 - [William] She wouldn't sleep with me for a while. 1670 01:23:05,773 --> 01:23:06,565 - Why not? 1671 01:23:07,441 --> 01:23:09,777 She have some kinda hang-up? 1672 01:23:11,278 --> 01:23:12,905 I think I was there, but it was hard because, 1673 01:23:12,947 --> 01:23:15,449 I mean I was walking and talking, 'cause, 1674 01:23:15,491 --> 01:23:16,701 okay, so here's what happened. 1675 01:23:16,742 --> 01:23:19,829 It was on pre-school, and we went to this park 1676 01:23:19,870 --> 01:23:22,206 where I grew up, and I was wearing this very special vest 1677 01:23:22,248 --> 01:23:23,874 that my grandmother had just made for me. 1678 01:23:23,916 --> 01:23:25,418 It had like a little purple unicorn on the pocket. 1679 01:23:25,459 --> 01:23:26,961 It was the very first time that I wore it. 1680 01:23:27,002 --> 01:23:29,755 And my very first memory is of feeding the ducks 1681 01:23:29,797 --> 01:23:31,465 that are in the pond, in the Woodland Lake Pond 1682 01:23:31,507 --> 01:23:32,633 in Kalispell, Montana. 1683 01:23:37,722 --> 01:23:39,181 So, this Sarah girl, 1684 01:23:40,474 --> 01:23:41,767 she doesn't love you back. 1685 01:23:43,894 --> 01:23:44,729 - No. 1686 01:23:49,608 --> 01:23:50,443 - Are you sad? 1687 01:23:53,612 --> 01:23:57,408 ♪ You are the queen of songs ♪ 1688 01:23:57,450 --> 01:23:58,367 - Whatever. 1689 01:24:03,497 --> 01:24:07,376 ♪ You are the bird of paradise ♪ 1690 01:24:10,963 --> 01:24:13,799 (heavy breathing) 1691 01:24:19,138 --> 01:24:22,016 - [Samantha] Let's go to bed. 1692 01:24:22,057 --> 01:24:23,601 - [William] I don't have a bed. 1693 01:24:23,642 --> 01:24:25,978 - (laughs) Why? 1694 01:24:26,020 --> 01:24:29,148 - Because I hucked it out the window. 1695 01:24:29,190 --> 01:24:30,024 - What? 1696 01:24:32,026 --> 01:24:34,278 - I didn't like it anymore. 1697 01:24:36,489 --> 01:24:37,323 - Oh, God! 1698 01:24:47,374 --> 01:24:49,376 Do you have any condoms? 1699 01:24:52,004 --> 01:24:52,838 - Yeah. 1700 01:24:57,051 --> 01:25:01,055 Yeah, just give me a minute, I'll be right back. 1701 01:25:07,812 --> 01:25:12,817 ♪ With your eyes like pearls ♪ 1702 01:25:14,610 --> 01:25:18,531 ♪ There is a price for mystery ♪ 1703 01:25:24,203 --> 01:25:25,037 You gotta go. 1704 01:25:28,332 --> 01:25:30,125 - What are you talking about? 1705 01:25:30,167 --> 01:25:31,210 - I'm not doing too well, 1706 01:25:31,252 --> 01:25:33,128 and I don't think you want to be here. 1707 01:25:38,634 --> 01:25:39,426 - [Samantha] Yes, I do. 1708 01:25:39,468 --> 01:25:40,761 - No. 1709 01:25:40,803 --> 01:25:41,595 Look, just go. 1710 01:25:42,888 --> 01:25:44,974 I really can't deal with anybody right now. 1711 01:25:45,015 --> 01:25:45,975 I'll call you tomorrow. 1712 01:25:46,016 --> 01:25:47,142 - [Samantha] Fuck me. 1713 01:25:47,184 --> 01:25:49,937 - No, just leave me the fuck alone, okay! 1714 01:26:04,493 --> 01:26:06,120 - No, leave me the fuck alone. 1715 01:26:16,755 --> 01:26:19,300 - What light through yonder window breaks? 1716 01:26:19,341 --> 01:26:22,928 It is the east, and Juliet is the sun! 1717 01:26:22,970 --> 01:26:27,808 Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon. 1718 01:26:29,518 --> 01:26:31,478 (phone rings on line) 1719 01:26:31,520 --> 01:26:32,855 - [Vince] Hello? 1720 01:26:34,315 --> 01:26:35,024 Hello? 1721 01:26:35,065 --> 01:26:36,191 (phone beeps off) 1722 01:26:36,233 --> 01:26:38,319 - Be not her maid since she is envious, 1723 01:26:38,360 --> 01:26:41,780 her vestal livery is but sick and green, 1724 01:26:41,822 --> 01:26:43,991 and none but fools do wear it! 1725 01:26:44,033 --> 01:26:45,242 Cast it off. 1726 01:26:46,285 --> 01:26:48,829 It is my lady, it is my love, 1727 01:26:48,871 --> 01:26:50,664 oh, that she knew she were. 1728 01:26:54,335 --> 01:26:57,087 Oh, that I were a glove upon that hand. 1729 01:26:57,129 --> 01:26:58,964 That I might touch that cheek. 1730 01:27:00,424 --> 01:27:02,509 Oh, speak again, bright angel. 1731 01:27:02,551 --> 01:27:04,428 - [Man In Building] Hey Romeo, shut up, okay? 1732 01:27:04,470 --> 01:27:06,847 - Hey Sarah, you can't say I didn't go out with a bang. 1733 01:27:06,889 --> 01:27:07,765 You can't say that! 1734 01:27:07,806 --> 01:27:09,183 - [Man In Building] Shut up! 1735 01:27:09,224 --> 01:27:11,685 - [Answering Machine] Please leave message after tone. 1736 01:27:13,020 --> 01:27:14,730 - [Sarah] William, if you want to talk to me, 1737 01:27:14,772 --> 01:27:16,482 this is not how to do it. 1738 01:27:16,523 --> 01:27:18,025 I'm scared to leave my apartment. 1739 01:27:18,067 --> 01:27:19,234 Please don't come by anymore. 1740 01:27:19,276 --> 01:27:21,612 (phone beeps) Hey! 1741 01:27:21,654 --> 01:27:22,780 Hey, I'm sorry. 1742 01:27:22,821 --> 01:27:25,407 I didn't mean to scare you. 1743 01:27:25,449 --> 01:27:29,954 I just wanted to say goodbye with the best words I know. 1744 01:27:29,995 --> 01:27:32,289 - [Sarah] Yeah, well, goodbye. 1745 01:27:33,624 --> 01:27:35,960 (dial tone) 1746 01:27:37,211 --> 01:27:40,047 (phone beeps off) 1747 01:27:58,941 --> 01:27:59,775 - Fuck! 1748 01:28:03,612 --> 01:28:04,446 Shit. 1749 01:28:08,409 --> 01:28:09,243 Fuck! 1750 01:28:10,202 --> 01:28:11,161 - Come on, William. 1751 01:28:11,203 --> 01:28:12,621 William! Come on, come on! 1752 01:28:13,914 --> 01:28:15,958 Alright now, the Cowboys play on Sunday, alright? 1753 01:28:16,000 --> 01:28:19,211 I do not want you to miss it, this is our year. 1754 01:28:20,838 --> 01:28:23,007 Don't get sad, okay? 1755 01:28:23,048 --> 01:28:24,174 When you're 13, I'll ask your mother 1756 01:28:24,216 --> 01:28:25,467 if you can come live with me. 1757 01:28:25,509 --> 01:28:27,469 Come on, come on, you'd like that, wouldn't you? 1758 01:28:27,511 --> 01:28:30,806 Alright now, listen to me, we love you, okay. 1759 01:28:30,848 --> 01:28:32,975 - Hey kiddo, I packed a few snacks in your bag. 1760 01:28:33,017 --> 01:28:35,060 I think you're gonna like 'em. 1761 01:28:35,102 --> 01:28:37,688 - Alright, listen to me now. 1762 01:28:37,730 --> 01:28:40,858 Never stray too far from Texas in your heart. 1763 01:28:46,196 --> 01:28:47,406 - [William Voiceover] That was the last time 1764 01:28:47,448 --> 01:28:48,407 I ever saw my dad. 1765 01:28:49,700 --> 01:28:51,452 I thought about calling him and telling him 1766 01:28:51,493 --> 01:28:55,289 I had never strayed too far from Texas in my heart, 1767 01:28:55,330 --> 01:28:57,666 and what a crock of shit that advice was. 1768 01:29:01,712 --> 01:29:03,380 - I'm glad you decided to show up, William, 1769 01:29:03,422 --> 01:29:05,257 but I need you to get your act together. 1770 01:29:06,383 --> 01:29:09,720 Take a shower, change your clothes. 1771 01:29:09,762 --> 01:29:11,346 I'm making an early Christmas dinner for Harris 1772 01:29:11,388 --> 01:29:12,890 and his mom tonight. 1773 01:29:12,931 --> 01:29:15,100 Harris and I are going to Hawaii for Christmas, 1774 01:29:15,142 --> 01:29:16,977 so you'll have to get along without me. 1775 01:29:17,019 --> 01:29:19,146 I'm sure you'll miss me terribly. 1776 01:29:19,188 --> 01:29:20,981 - [William] Who's Harris? 1777 01:29:21,023 --> 01:29:22,357 - [Jesse] He's my boyfriend, William. 1778 01:29:22,399 --> 01:29:23,192 I told you that. 1779 01:29:23,233 --> 01:29:24,568 - He's living with you now? 1780 01:29:25,652 --> 01:29:27,863 - I've told you all this. 1781 01:29:27,905 --> 01:29:31,075 (phone rings on line) 1782 01:29:34,203 --> 01:29:36,413 - [Sarah On Machine] Hi it's me, leave a message. 1783 01:29:36,455 --> 01:29:37,498 (machine beeps) 1784 01:29:37,539 --> 01:29:39,500 - [William] Hey listen, it's me, William. 1785 01:29:39,541 --> 01:29:42,211 Are you there? 1786 01:29:42,252 --> 01:29:43,420 Are you there? 1787 01:29:45,255 --> 01:29:47,382 Okay, sorry for calling. 1788 01:29:47,424 --> 01:29:50,761 Just give me a call when you get a chance. 1789 01:29:51,637 --> 01:29:52,471 Merry Christmas. 1790 01:29:54,681 --> 01:29:57,059 (phone beeps off) (dial tone on line) 1791 01:29:57,101 --> 01:30:01,563 (phone dials numbers) (phone rings on line) 1792 01:30:01,605 --> 01:30:03,690 - [Sarah] Hi, it's me, leave a message. 1793 01:30:03,732 --> 01:30:05,609 - Hey, sorry for leaving you another message. 1794 01:30:05,651 --> 01:30:07,903 I just wanted to tell you that I know you might not 1795 01:30:07,945 --> 01:30:10,239 want to talk to me, and if that's the case, 1796 01:30:10,280 --> 01:30:11,240 don't worry about it. 1797 01:30:12,324 --> 01:30:14,409 We'll talk when the time is right. 1798 01:30:14,451 --> 01:30:15,494 All right, see you. 1799 01:30:16,787 --> 01:30:20,958 (phone beeps off) (dial tone) 1800 01:30:20,999 --> 01:30:25,170 (phone dials numbers) (phone rings on line) 1801 01:30:26,296 --> 01:30:27,881 - [Sarah] Hi, it's me. Leave a message. 1802 01:30:27,923 --> 01:30:29,758 (machine beeps) 1803 01:30:29,800 --> 01:30:31,009 - Listen, it's me again. 1804 01:30:31,051 --> 01:30:33,137 This is pretty absurd, huh? 1805 01:30:33,178 --> 01:30:35,973 I just know that you're not gonna call me back, 1806 01:30:36,014 --> 01:30:36,598 and you should. 1807 01:30:37,766 --> 01:30:40,561 I mean, I'd like you to, that'd be nice. 1808 01:30:40,602 --> 01:30:42,813 Not that you give a rat's ass about being nice, 1809 01:30:42,855 --> 01:30:44,106 because I know you don't. 1810 01:30:45,107 --> 01:30:46,608 It's just that I went out with this other girl 1811 01:30:46,650 --> 01:30:48,235 a couple of nights ago. 1812 01:30:48,277 --> 01:30:50,904 Samantha, remember her? 1813 01:30:50,946 --> 01:30:52,948 I mean, I know you don't like her because 1814 01:30:52,990 --> 01:30:55,492 she doesn't spout out a lot of intellectual bullshit, 1815 01:30:55,534 --> 01:30:57,744 but she's real smart. 1816 01:30:59,204 --> 01:31:01,248 You shouldn't think that just because a girl's pretty, 1817 01:31:01,290 --> 01:31:03,458 she's not smart, because that's not the case. 1818 01:31:04,543 --> 01:31:05,919 I don't know, it always seemed to me 1819 01:31:05,961 --> 01:31:08,547 like you had a lot of hang-ups about shit like that. 1820 01:31:10,174 --> 01:31:13,302 Maybe it's just that you try to be, like, all 1821 01:31:13,343 --> 01:31:15,387 extra smart because you're not that pretty. 1822 01:31:16,638 --> 01:31:18,849 But you shouldn't do that because you know, 1823 01:31:18,891 --> 01:31:19,975 I think you're pretty. 1824 01:31:21,685 --> 01:31:24,855 Not that you're, like, fantastically interested 1825 01:31:24,897 --> 01:31:27,816 in receiving emotional advice from me or anything, 1826 01:31:27,858 --> 01:31:32,613 but Samantha is definitely an attractive woman, 1827 01:31:33,197 --> 01:31:34,156 and she's smart. 1828 01:31:35,365 --> 01:31:36,575 And, we had a good time. 1829 01:31:38,285 --> 01:31:40,329 It gave me some distance on us, you know? 1830 01:31:41,413 --> 01:31:42,623 It made me miss you less. 1831 01:31:43,874 --> 01:31:46,793 Not like I'm some crazy maniac missing you 1832 01:31:46,835 --> 01:31:49,129 or something, so don't get all freaked out 1833 01:31:49,171 --> 01:31:50,005 and call the cops. 1834 01:31:50,047 --> 01:31:53,759 Just call me back, okay? 1835 01:31:55,010 --> 01:31:56,303 That'd be cool, you know? 1836 01:31:57,596 --> 01:31:59,723 I mean, I'm aware I'm not first on your list 1837 01:31:59,765 --> 01:32:03,310 of people to please right now, but... (sighs) 1838 01:32:05,020 --> 01:32:07,105 Just give me a call. 1839 01:32:09,066 --> 01:32:10,776 I really need to talk to somebody. 1840 01:32:14,613 --> 01:32:16,573 You know what I was thinking the other day? 1841 01:32:16,615 --> 01:32:18,408 Remember how you used to walk on the curb, 1842 01:32:18,450 --> 01:32:19,701 and have me walk on the street, 1843 01:32:19,743 --> 01:32:22,204 so that we could be the same height? 1844 01:32:22,246 --> 01:32:24,456 Yeah, well, that's really fucked up. 1845 01:32:24,498 --> 01:32:25,749 You shouldn't do that. 1846 01:32:25,791 --> 01:32:28,794 I'm taller than you, and you should just face it. 1847 01:32:31,546 --> 01:32:32,756 Yeah, well... 1848 01:32:34,216 --> 01:32:35,592 Listen, I don't want to hang up right now, 1849 01:32:35,634 --> 01:32:36,927 because I know as soon as I do, 1850 01:32:36,969 --> 01:32:38,095 I'm gonna feel like a real moron. 1851 01:32:38,136 --> 01:32:40,055 So could you just please call me back? 1852 01:32:41,682 --> 01:32:43,517 Otherwise I'll probably kill myself. 1853 01:32:45,602 --> 01:32:47,771 I'm not going to kill myself. 1854 01:32:47,813 --> 01:32:51,608 You know, you really have no sense of humor whatsoever. 1855 01:32:51,650 --> 01:32:53,485 That always drove me crazy about you. 1856 01:32:56,822 --> 01:32:58,282 All right. 1857 01:32:58,323 --> 01:32:59,783 Call me back, okay? 1858 01:33:03,996 --> 01:33:05,330 I'm gonna hang up now. 1859 01:33:07,291 --> 01:33:08,125 Bye. 1860 01:33:09,626 --> 01:33:13,338 (phone beeps off) (dial tone) 1861 01:33:13,380 --> 01:33:16,675 (phone dials numbers) (phone rings on line) 1862 01:33:16,717 --> 01:33:18,343 - [Sarah] William, you have to stop calling. 1863 01:33:18,385 --> 01:33:19,511 - Hey. 1864 01:33:19,553 --> 01:33:21,555 I thought you were probably at your mom's 1865 01:33:21,596 --> 01:33:23,015 for Christmas or something. 1866 01:33:23,056 --> 01:33:25,100 - [Sarah] Christmas is still a week away. 1867 01:33:25,142 --> 01:33:29,604 - Yeah, yep, hmm, I remember. 1868 01:33:29,646 --> 01:33:32,733 I just wanted to call you back, 1869 01:33:32,774 --> 01:33:34,693 and tell you I was sorry for calling. 1870 01:33:34,735 --> 01:33:36,695 - [Sarah] You sound exhausted. 1871 01:33:36,737 --> 01:33:38,697 Why don't you get some rest? 1872 01:33:38,739 --> 01:33:39,948 - Because I can't sleep. 1873 01:33:41,408 --> 01:33:45,287 You know, I've been thinking about you a lot recently, 1874 01:33:46,288 --> 01:33:47,873 more like non-stop. 1875 01:33:49,166 --> 01:33:50,584 - [Sarah] I appreciate you thinking about me, 1876 01:33:50,625 --> 01:33:54,004 but we shouldn't talk now, not for a long time. 1877 01:33:54,046 --> 01:33:55,464 - Yeah, I think you're right. 1878 01:33:57,883 --> 01:34:01,136 Or else, maybe I just want to agree on something. 1879 01:34:01,178 --> 01:34:02,387 - [Sarah] Let's agree on that, okay? 1880 01:34:02,429 --> 01:34:03,638 Goodbye. 1881 01:34:03,680 --> 01:34:06,016 (dial tone) 1882 01:34:07,684 --> 01:34:10,437 (William grunts) 1883 01:34:12,481 --> 01:34:14,733 - [Samantha] All this time, I thought that secretly, 1884 01:34:14,775 --> 01:34:16,443 you were a good person. 1885 01:34:16,485 --> 01:34:18,111 But you're not. 1886 01:34:18,153 --> 01:34:20,364 - [Priest] And enjoy the spirit of generosity. 1887 01:34:20,405 --> 01:34:22,282 The Peace of the Lord be with you. 1888 01:34:22,324 --> 01:34:23,992 - And also be with you. 1889 01:34:24,034 --> 01:34:25,869 - [Priest] I'd like to invite you to open your hearts 1890 01:34:25,911 --> 01:34:28,705 and shake hands with the people around you. 1891 01:34:28,747 --> 01:34:30,332 - Merry Christmas. 1892 01:34:31,917 --> 01:34:33,752 What is it with you? 1893 01:34:34,711 --> 01:34:37,214 - Oh let's see, I can't sleep. 1894 01:34:37,255 --> 01:34:40,384 I go to the bathroom about 15 times an hour. 1895 01:34:40,425 --> 01:34:42,761 I wake up to a voice inside my head 1896 01:34:42,803 --> 01:34:45,764 that calls myself a faggot with every throbbing 1897 01:34:45,806 --> 01:34:47,557 of my pulse. 1898 01:34:47,599 --> 01:34:50,102 I haven't seen my father since I was eight. 1899 01:34:50,143 --> 01:34:52,604 And I'm 21 years old now, and I feel like I should 1900 01:34:52,646 --> 01:34:54,356 have my shit together, but all I feel is 1901 01:34:54,398 --> 01:34:55,399 everything coming apart. 1902 01:34:56,566 --> 01:34:59,903 And for about three minutes I believed 1903 01:34:59,945 --> 01:35:02,906 in destiny and that, you know, I had one. 1904 01:35:02,948 --> 01:35:03,824 But now, I'm... 1905 01:35:05,409 --> 01:35:08,036 I don't know, adrift. 1906 01:35:09,287 --> 01:35:10,956 I got no connection to anything. 1907 01:35:10,997 --> 01:35:14,584 Not people, not me, not you, not family, 1908 01:35:14,626 --> 01:35:16,962 not the past, not the future, not anything. 1909 01:35:20,590 --> 01:35:21,675 You know? 1910 01:35:24,928 --> 01:35:28,723 ♪ I keep lookin' ♪ 1911 01:35:28,765 --> 01:35:32,185 ♪ Down the road ♪ 1912 01:35:32,227 --> 01:35:35,439 ♪ Out the window ♪ 1913 01:35:35,480 --> 01:35:38,900 ♪ High and low ♪ 1914 01:35:38,942 --> 01:35:42,946 ♪ The cold risin' ♪ 1915 01:35:42,988 --> 01:35:45,991 ♪ It's halfway gone ♪ 1916 01:35:46,032 --> 01:35:47,367 - Merry Christmas, William. 1917 01:35:49,411 --> 01:35:51,204 I love Christmas morning, don't you? 1918 01:35:52,330 --> 01:35:53,874 I mean, I know it's a pain in the ass 1919 01:35:53,915 --> 01:35:57,294 for us to drive around like this, but your father... 1920 01:35:57,335 --> 01:36:00,005 Your Daddy is what people like to call "a project". 1921 01:36:01,756 --> 01:36:04,843 He wants to make me very small, and fit me in his pocket. 1922 01:36:07,888 --> 01:36:08,722 You're sweet. 1923 01:36:10,807 --> 01:36:12,058 Merry Christmas, William. 1924 01:36:13,518 --> 01:36:13,977 Isn't this fun? 1925 01:36:15,437 --> 01:36:17,230 Do you think you're gonna get a lot of good presents? 1926 01:36:17,272 --> 01:36:18,106 I think so. 1927 01:36:19,691 --> 01:36:21,693 You know what I want? 1928 01:36:21,735 --> 01:36:23,945 I want your daddy to stop being such a bully. 1929 01:36:25,280 --> 01:36:27,949 You don't bully women, William, it's not nice. 1930 01:36:29,201 --> 01:36:31,161 You want to be a cowboy, you can be a cowboy, 1931 01:36:31,203 --> 01:36:32,704 but you be a gentleman cowboy. 1932 01:36:36,333 --> 01:36:39,169 Look, you just be whatever you want. 1933 01:36:39,211 --> 01:36:40,212 God damn it. 1934 01:36:41,379 --> 01:36:42,380 God damn it. 1935 01:36:46,134 --> 01:36:46,927 - Hey, no. 1936 01:36:46,968 --> 01:36:47,761 Hey, hey! 1937 01:36:47,802 --> 01:36:48,803 No, no, hey! 1938 01:36:49,804 --> 01:36:50,931 - You stay in the car. 1939 01:36:50,972 --> 01:36:52,432 You hear me, you stay in this car. 1940 01:36:52,474 --> 01:36:54,226 Now, I told you not to be here! 1941 01:36:54,267 --> 01:36:55,644 I told you not-- - Don't talk to me! 1942 01:36:55,685 --> 01:36:57,521 Hey, hey fuck you! 1943 01:36:57,562 --> 01:36:59,564 - Leave him alone. Hey buddy. 1944 01:36:59,606 --> 01:37:00,941 Merry Christmas, okay? 1945 01:37:00,982 --> 01:37:02,901 This is from Santa. 1946 01:37:02,943 --> 01:37:03,735 - All right. Just, hey! 1947 01:37:03,777 --> 01:37:05,445 - That's it, okay, goodbye. 1948 01:37:05,487 --> 01:37:06,571 Merry Christmas. 1949 01:37:06,613 --> 01:37:09,866 - Yeah, Merry Christmas to you too. 1950 01:37:09,908 --> 01:37:13,912 ♪ Don't it make you want to stay ♪ 1951 01:37:13,954 --> 01:37:14,788 - Sicko. 1952 01:37:23,755 --> 01:37:24,923 Buddy, what's going on? 1953 01:37:27,884 --> 01:37:30,345 - I love that stupid girl so much, Mom. 1954 01:37:36,393 --> 01:37:37,602 - I fell in love with your father 1955 01:37:37,644 --> 01:37:39,813 because of the way he told a joke. 1956 01:37:41,648 --> 01:37:43,608 - That doesn't always work. 1957 01:37:43,650 --> 01:37:45,819 - My point is, it's all pretty arbitrary. 1958 01:37:49,114 --> 01:37:50,448 Your whole life, people are going to ask you 1959 01:37:50,490 --> 01:37:53,618 to be weak, William, they'll practically beg you. 1960 01:37:53,660 --> 01:37:55,203 But all anybody really wants from you 1961 01:37:55,245 --> 01:37:56,413 is for you to be strong. 1962 01:38:01,960 --> 01:38:02,794 Look. 1963 01:38:07,549 --> 01:38:08,550 It's a baptism, 1964 01:38:12,721 --> 01:38:13,722 by ice. 1965 01:38:15,473 --> 01:38:19,144 (light instrumental music) 1966 01:38:20,687 --> 01:38:23,189 (train slows) 1967 01:38:26,109 --> 01:38:29,070 ♪ Is it written ♪ 1968 01:38:29,112 --> 01:38:33,158 ♪ In the stars ♪ 1969 01:38:33,199 --> 01:38:35,619 ♪ Where we've been ♪ 1970 01:38:35,660 --> 01:38:39,664 ♪ And where we are ♪ 1971 01:38:39,706 --> 01:38:43,168 ♪ And where we're going ♪ 1972 01:38:43,209 --> 01:38:45,795 ♪ I don't know ♪ 1973 01:38:57,974 --> 01:38:59,142 - Who's that? 1974 01:39:03,104 --> 01:39:04,356 Hello. 1975 01:39:04,397 --> 01:39:06,358 - Hi, I'm William. 1976 01:39:08,860 --> 01:39:10,195 - Yeah, William! 1977 01:39:10,236 --> 01:39:11,529 Wow. 1978 01:39:11,571 --> 01:39:13,114 You're all grown up. 1979 01:39:13,156 --> 01:39:13,990 - Yeah. 1980 01:39:14,991 --> 01:39:16,451 Is my Dad here? 1981 01:39:16,493 --> 01:39:17,744 - Yeah, come on. 1982 01:39:17,786 --> 01:39:18,620 Come on in. 1983 01:39:18,662 --> 01:39:20,288 - Ah, it's okay, I'll wait here. 1984 01:39:20,330 --> 01:39:21,373 - You sure? 1985 01:39:21,414 --> 01:39:23,166 Okay, one second. 1986 01:39:23,208 --> 01:39:24,793 Vincent! 1987 01:39:24,834 --> 01:39:26,002 Hey, Vince? 1988 01:39:26,044 --> 01:39:27,295 - [Vince] Yeah, what? 1989 01:39:27,337 --> 01:39:28,755 What, what is it? 1990 01:39:30,632 --> 01:39:31,966 - [Faye] Well... 1991 01:39:37,931 --> 01:39:41,184 - Hey there, William, how you doing? 1992 01:39:41,226 --> 01:39:41,685 - Good. 1993 01:39:41,726 --> 01:39:42,477 - Well, come on inside. 1994 01:39:42,519 --> 01:39:43,853 - Can I talk to you for a minute? 1995 01:39:43,895 --> 01:39:45,271 - Sure, come on in. 1996 01:39:45,313 --> 01:39:47,857 - No, would you mind stepping outside for a second? 1997 01:39:50,068 --> 01:39:51,152 - Uh, sure. 1998 01:39:51,194 --> 01:39:52,445 - Hey, Thomas, come on, bud. 1999 01:39:52,487 --> 01:39:54,864 - [Vince] Let me get my jacket, alright? 2000 01:39:54,906 --> 01:39:56,616 - [William] You watching the game? 2001 01:39:56,658 --> 01:39:57,909 - [Vince] Yeah, yeah. 2002 01:39:57,951 --> 01:39:58,785 - [William] Cowboys? 2003 01:39:58,827 --> 01:39:59,869 - Yeah, yeah. 2004 01:39:59,911 --> 01:40:01,121 - [William] They any good this year? 2005 01:40:01,162 --> 01:40:02,455 - Um, no. 2006 01:40:03,665 --> 01:40:05,875 No, they suck. 2007 01:40:05,917 --> 01:40:08,294 - [William] I don't really follow them too much any more. 2008 01:40:08,336 --> 01:40:09,963 - No? 2009 01:40:10,004 --> 01:40:12,424 Well they're kind of, you know... 2010 01:40:13,591 --> 01:40:15,176 Sweetie, Liesel, get out of here, darling. 2011 01:40:15,218 --> 01:40:16,553 Go back to the kitchen. 2012 01:40:17,637 --> 01:40:18,430 Thank you. 2013 01:40:18,471 --> 01:40:20,306 - [William] So listen. 2014 01:40:21,266 --> 01:40:22,308 - Could I bum one of those? 2015 01:40:22,350 --> 01:40:23,601 - [William] Yeah. 2016 01:40:23,643 --> 01:40:26,438 Remember that time we were shooting those cans? 2017 01:40:28,440 --> 01:40:29,441 - No. 2018 01:40:30,650 --> 01:40:31,818 - Behind the supermarket? 2019 01:40:31,860 --> 01:40:33,403 - Mm, okay. 2020 01:40:34,738 --> 01:40:37,699 - Yeah well, you said that day that, 2021 01:40:37,741 --> 01:40:40,201 when I was 13, I could come live with you. 2022 01:40:40,243 --> 01:40:41,786 You said that a bunch of times. 2023 01:40:43,872 --> 01:40:45,290 - Yeah. 2024 01:40:45,331 --> 01:40:48,001 - Yeah well, my 13th birthday's come and gone, 2025 01:40:48,042 --> 01:40:49,961 and you never even called me. 2026 01:40:51,379 --> 01:40:53,381 In point and fact, I haven't heard from you at all 2027 01:40:53,423 --> 01:40:54,716 in a pretty long time. 2028 01:40:58,803 --> 01:41:00,180 - I'm sorry. 2029 01:41:00,221 --> 01:41:02,891 - Well, apology not accepted, you know what I mean? 2030 01:41:02,932 --> 01:41:06,519 - (laughs) Yeah, I know what you mean. 2031 01:41:06,561 --> 01:41:07,270 Look William... 2032 01:41:08,521 --> 01:41:11,608 It was so hard on you when you were little 2033 01:41:11,649 --> 01:41:13,026 when we would... 2034 01:41:13,067 --> 01:41:15,653 You know, and your mother, she... 2035 01:41:17,238 --> 01:41:22,243 Well, you know, and then, I got remarried and... (laughs) 2036 01:41:22,869 --> 01:41:24,662 Every family-- 2037 01:41:24,704 --> 01:41:27,123 - [William] Can we talk about something else? 2038 01:41:27,165 --> 01:41:27,999 - Yeah. 2039 01:41:29,959 --> 01:41:32,378 - I fell in love with this girl, 2040 01:41:32,420 --> 01:41:33,713 but she broke up with me. 2041 01:41:33,755 --> 01:41:34,589 - [Vince] Yeah? 2042 01:41:36,132 --> 01:41:37,759 - She kind of broke my heart, I think. 2043 01:41:38,593 --> 01:41:40,637 - [Vince] That'll happen. 2044 01:41:40,678 --> 01:41:42,180 - That happen to you? 2045 01:41:42,222 --> 01:41:44,724 - [Vince] Sure, sure, I guess. 2046 01:41:44,766 --> 01:41:46,267 - Did my mom break your heart? 2047 01:41:48,311 --> 01:41:49,938 - [Vince] I don't know. 2048 01:41:49,979 --> 01:41:52,232 I don't know, that was a long time ago. 2049 01:41:52,273 --> 01:41:54,901 - Well, you got over it, huh? 2050 01:41:54,943 --> 01:41:55,777 - Yes. 2051 01:41:56,778 --> 01:41:58,988 - Well, good for you. 2052 01:41:59,030 --> 01:42:01,741 I just feel like I might not get over it, you know? 2053 01:42:01,783 --> 01:42:03,868 Like maybe I'm too sensitive or something. 2054 01:42:05,328 --> 01:42:07,038 - Well, maybe you won't. 2055 01:42:07,080 --> 01:42:08,122 You know what I mean? 2056 01:42:09,415 --> 01:42:12,168 You'll move on, but, if it hurt real bad, 2057 01:42:12,210 --> 01:42:16,214 then it'll scar, or, like a bone fracture, or something. 2058 01:42:16,256 --> 01:42:17,924 You know, it'll ache when it rains. 2059 01:42:17,966 --> 01:42:20,218 - Sounds like some real deep advice, 2060 01:42:20,260 --> 01:42:22,262 coming from a guy who bailed on his son. 2061 01:42:24,305 --> 01:42:25,348 - I'm just doing my best here. 2062 01:42:25,390 --> 01:42:27,225 - Well it's not very good, your best. 2063 01:42:27,267 --> 01:42:28,351 - No, no, it's not. 2064 01:42:30,812 --> 01:42:31,771 - I was in a movie. 2065 01:42:32,856 --> 01:42:33,857 I bet you didn't know that. 2066 01:42:33,898 --> 01:42:35,233 - No, a movie? 2067 01:42:35,275 --> 01:42:38,903 - Yeah, I'm gonna be a big fat fuckin' movie star. 2068 01:42:38,945 --> 01:42:41,030 And people are gonna ask you if you're related to me, 2069 01:42:41,072 --> 01:42:42,282 and you're gonna have to say, 2070 01:42:42,323 --> 01:42:45,118 "Yep, he's my son that I never see". 2071 01:42:46,160 --> 01:42:48,079 - Well, that would be great. 2072 01:42:48,121 --> 01:42:49,372 - Why are you being so... 2073 01:42:51,040 --> 01:42:52,166 I don't know. 2074 01:42:52,208 --> 01:42:54,460 - [Vince] How do you want me to be? 2075 01:42:54,502 --> 01:42:55,587 - I don't know. 2076 01:42:55,628 --> 01:42:57,505 I wanted you to call me, that's all. 2077 01:42:57,547 --> 01:42:58,339 - I'm sorry. 2078 01:42:58,381 --> 01:43:00,508 You know, I thought... 2079 01:43:00,550 --> 01:43:02,677 I thought it would be better for you. 2080 01:43:02,719 --> 01:43:04,804 - God damn, it is bitch cold. 2081 01:43:06,014 --> 01:43:07,557 I thought it was supposed to be hot in Texas. 2082 01:43:07,599 --> 01:43:08,808 - [Vince] Yeah, it's the Hottest State. 2083 01:43:08,850 --> 01:43:09,809 - What? 2084 01:43:09,851 --> 01:43:11,185 - Fort Worth is the Hottest State I know. 2085 01:43:11,227 --> 01:43:12,854 My dad lives there, my grandma too, 2086 01:43:12,896 --> 01:43:14,647 most every grandparent except a few. 2087 01:43:14,689 --> 01:43:15,481 I like it there. 2088 01:43:15,523 --> 01:43:16,566 Boy, is it hot. 2089 01:43:18,318 --> 01:43:19,110 - [William] What's that? 2090 01:43:20,111 --> 01:43:22,280 - It's a poem you wrote when you were a kid. 2091 01:43:23,156 --> 01:43:24,657 - Oh yeah? 2092 01:43:24,699 --> 01:43:27,619 Does that make you feel better that you remember some poem? 2093 01:43:30,663 --> 01:43:31,706 - No, it doesn't. 2094 01:43:34,208 --> 01:43:36,502 - I loved you so much, and then... 2095 01:43:39,631 --> 01:43:41,925 Hey, what have I got to do to get this girl back? 2096 01:43:43,259 --> 01:43:45,637 - [Vince] You can't will anybody to do anything. 2097 01:43:45,678 --> 01:43:47,388 - What do I have to do? 2098 01:43:47,430 --> 01:43:48,932 - What was her name? 2099 01:43:48,973 --> 01:43:49,891 - [William] Sarah. 2100 01:43:51,976 --> 01:43:53,144 - Did she ever love you? 2101 01:43:55,855 --> 01:43:57,482 - I don't know. 2102 01:43:57,523 --> 01:43:58,316 I think so. 2103 01:44:01,653 --> 01:44:04,155 - Don't do anything. 2104 01:44:04,197 --> 01:44:05,782 Just be cool, you know? 2105 01:44:06,866 --> 01:44:08,826 Just wait, she'll call you. 2106 01:44:08,868 --> 01:44:09,661 - [William] She won't. 2107 01:44:09,702 --> 01:44:10,495 - Yes, she will. 2108 01:44:10,536 --> 01:44:11,371 - [William] No, she won't. 2109 01:44:11,412 --> 01:44:12,664 - Well then, fuck her, you know? 2110 01:44:12,705 --> 01:44:15,124 People who give up on love aren't worth loving. 2111 01:44:15,166 --> 01:44:16,501 - What's that say about you? 2112 01:44:17,627 --> 01:44:19,963 - I don't know what it says about me. 2113 01:44:20,004 --> 01:44:21,589 But, seeing you here today 2114 01:44:22,882 --> 01:44:25,051 says a hell of a lot about you. 2115 01:44:25,093 --> 01:44:28,763 (light instrumental music) 2116 01:44:58,167 --> 01:44:59,794 - [Dave] Do you what to do it the same key? 2117 01:44:59,836 --> 01:45:00,670 - [Sarah] Sure. 2118 01:45:00,712 --> 01:45:01,879 - [Dave] Okay. 2119 01:45:16,561 --> 01:45:17,395 - Hi. 2120 01:45:18,730 --> 01:45:19,564 - Hi. 2121 01:45:22,316 --> 01:45:24,193 - Um, do you want to sit down? 2122 01:45:25,570 --> 01:45:26,404 - Sure. 2123 01:45:28,072 --> 01:45:30,116 - [Sarah] We've been away for a little while, 2124 01:45:30,158 --> 01:45:33,578 doing some tour of some Canadian universities. 2125 01:45:33,619 --> 01:45:36,914 And I don't know, I thought it might be a good idea 2126 01:45:36,956 --> 01:45:38,249 if we said, "Hello". 2127 01:45:39,167 --> 01:45:40,001 - It might be. 2128 01:45:41,544 --> 01:45:43,254 - [Sarah] How are you? 2129 01:45:43,296 --> 01:45:44,130 - You know... 2130 01:45:44,964 --> 01:45:45,798 Fine. 2131 01:45:47,258 --> 01:45:48,259 Good. 2132 01:45:48,301 --> 01:45:49,135 How about you? 2133 01:45:50,845 --> 01:45:53,473 - Like a cat, always nervous. 2134 01:45:53,514 --> 01:45:54,515 - [William] Don't worry. 2135 01:45:54,557 --> 01:45:55,600 I'm not gonna break anything. 2136 01:45:55,641 --> 01:45:58,269 - No, about performing. 2137 01:45:58,311 --> 01:46:01,064 My mom is coming tonight, and she's so ridiculous. 2138 01:46:03,107 --> 01:46:04,734 - Sounds like a big night. 2139 01:46:06,110 --> 01:46:06,903 - Yeah. 2140 01:46:11,824 --> 01:46:13,117 I just want to tell you that 2141 01:46:14,452 --> 01:46:18,247 the week I spent with you in Mexico was probably 2142 01:46:18,289 --> 01:46:22,001 the best six days of my whole life, and... 2143 01:46:23,377 --> 01:46:25,379 I'm sorry it all didn't go down the perfect way. 2144 01:46:26,881 --> 01:46:29,550 But when I think about the time we spent together now, 2145 01:46:30,718 --> 01:46:31,594 I am grateful, 2146 01:46:33,262 --> 01:46:34,430 for what it did for me. 2147 01:46:38,017 --> 01:46:39,060 I don't know, I... 2148 01:46:40,937 --> 01:46:43,815 I just think that you're too intense. 2149 01:46:44,649 --> 01:46:45,733 (William laughs) 2150 01:46:45,775 --> 01:46:48,986 You are, I mean, you're very intense. 2151 01:46:50,988 --> 01:46:52,365 - You think I'm intense? 2152 01:46:52,406 --> 01:46:53,199 - [Sarah] Yeah. 2153 01:46:53,241 --> 01:46:54,075 - Really? 2154 01:46:55,409 --> 01:46:56,244 I thought... 2155 01:46:57,787 --> 01:47:00,123 I don't know what I thought, but something bad. 2156 01:47:01,749 --> 01:47:02,959 Intense sounds good. 2157 01:47:04,293 --> 01:47:05,545 I'm glad it was you. 2158 01:47:05,586 --> 01:47:08,381 If somebody's gonna break your heart, 2159 01:47:09,549 --> 01:47:11,926 you want it to be, you know, 2160 01:47:12,802 --> 01:47:13,719 somebody like you. 2161 01:47:17,473 --> 01:47:19,559 - You've always had a very deluded sense 2162 01:47:19,600 --> 01:47:21,144 of how interesting I am. 2163 01:47:22,186 --> 01:47:23,771 - Yeah, well, I like you. 2164 01:47:25,439 --> 01:47:26,566 - And I didn't break your heart. 2165 01:47:27,984 --> 01:47:30,236 Your heart was broken long before you ever met me. 2166 01:47:31,362 --> 01:47:33,906 - Oh, give yourself a little credit. 2167 01:47:33,948 --> 01:47:35,032 - [Dave] Check, check. 2168 01:47:35,074 --> 01:47:35,908 - Whatever. 2169 01:47:40,246 --> 01:47:41,956 How's the movie business? 2170 01:47:41,998 --> 01:47:43,332 - [William] It's good. 2171 01:47:43,374 --> 01:47:44,208 I'm... 2172 01:47:45,376 --> 01:47:47,503 Starting a new one this summer. 2173 01:47:47,545 --> 01:47:48,379 - Oh wow, cool. 2174 01:47:49,547 --> 01:47:51,632 - [Dave] Hey Sarah, you want to try one? 2175 01:47:51,674 --> 01:47:53,134 - Sure. 2176 01:47:53,176 --> 01:47:54,969 Are you gonna stick around for the show? 2177 01:47:55,011 --> 01:47:56,304 - Yeah sure, I'll be around. 2178 01:47:56,345 --> 01:47:57,180 - Okay. 2179 01:48:11,527 --> 01:48:12,528 - My heart is gold. 2180 01:48:13,529 --> 01:48:15,406 What will you give me for it? 2181 01:48:15,448 --> 01:48:19,118 (light instrumental music) 2182 01:48:23,164 --> 01:48:28,002 ♪ You watch your footsteps ♪ 2183 01:48:28,711 --> 01:48:33,090 ♪ In a dream ♪ 2184 01:48:34,008 --> 01:48:39,013 ♪ You climb a staircase ♪ 2185 01:48:39,972 --> 01:48:45,102 ♪ And turn a key ♪ 2186 01:48:45,144 --> 01:48:50,107 ♪ And walk in through the ♪ 2187 01:48:50,816 --> 01:48:55,821 ♪ Open door ♪ 2188 01:48:56,864 --> 01:49:01,869 ♪ Where you once lived ♪ 2189 01:49:02,662 --> 01:49:05,581 ♪ Years before ♪ 2190 01:49:05,623 --> 01:49:10,169 ♪ Years before ♪ 2191 01:49:11,003 --> 01:49:16,008 ♪ Then it all goes ♪ 2192 01:49:17,009 --> 01:49:19,595 ♪ Just as fast ♪ 2193 01:49:21,347 --> 01:49:22,598 - [William] Do you speak English? 2194 01:49:22,640 --> 01:49:23,557 - [Sarah] Yeah. 2195 01:49:23,599 --> 01:49:25,518 ♪ You reach your hand out ♪ 2196 01:49:25,559 --> 01:49:26,894 - [William] Good, I was just worried you didn't 2197 01:49:26,936 --> 01:49:28,521 understand a word I said. 2198 01:49:28,562 --> 01:49:31,440 ♪ To touch the past ♪ 2199 01:49:31,482 --> 01:49:34,443 ♪ Touch the past ♪ 2200 01:49:34,485 --> 01:49:36,362 (light instrumental music) 2201 01:49:36,404 --> 01:49:39,407 (car engine starts) 2202 01:50:01,345 --> 01:50:02,722 - [William Voiceover] I remember as a kid, 2203 01:50:02,763 --> 01:50:06,058 I used to walk down the street 20 or so paces behind 2204 01:50:06,100 --> 01:50:09,312 my mother, so that people would think I was an orphan. 2205 01:50:10,563 --> 01:50:11,856 I wanted to believe it myself. 2206 01:50:13,232 --> 01:50:15,985 Not because I wished my parents dead or anything. 2207 01:50:17,361 --> 01:50:19,822 But more because orphans were tough. 2208 01:50:20,948 --> 01:50:22,450 They could handle anything. 2209 01:50:24,452 --> 01:50:27,413 And because I wanted to be free from this emotional 2210 01:50:27,455 --> 01:50:30,166 chain reaction that seemed to be sparking off 2211 01:50:30,207 --> 01:50:33,336 like a string of firecrackers since the day I was born. 2212 01:50:36,213 --> 01:50:40,009 I felt that again, only now I didn't have to pretend. 2213 01:50:41,302 --> 01:50:42,136 It was real. 2214 01:50:43,346 --> 01:50:45,348 I was 21, an adult, 2215 01:50:46,766 --> 01:50:48,601 and an orphan at last. 2216 01:50:51,228 --> 01:50:55,858 ♪ So don't you look back ♪ 2217 01:50:56,776 --> 01:51:01,447 ♪ Don't you look back ♪ 2218 01:51:02,365 --> 01:51:07,036 ♪ Don't you look back ♪ 2219 01:51:07,953 --> 01:51:12,750 ♪ Don't you look back ♪ 2220 01:51:13,417 --> 01:51:15,586 ♪ No more ♪ 2221 01:51:16,545 --> 01:51:20,132 (light instrumental music) 2222 01:51:44,198 --> 01:51:46,784 (mellow music) 2223 01:51:54,917 --> 01:51:59,547 ♪ If you don't want to talk now ♪ 2224 01:52:00,464 --> 01:52:04,885 ♪ I won't make a fuss ♪ 2225 01:52:05,970 --> 01:52:10,933 ♪ And everything that we said ♪ 2226 01:52:10,975 --> 01:52:14,228 ♪ It will stay with us ♪ 2227 01:52:25,156 --> 01:52:30,119 ♪ And if you don't wanna see me ♪ 2228 01:52:31,120 --> 01:52:35,332 ♪ You won't lose my trust ♪ 2229 01:52:36,375 --> 01:52:41,005 ♪ And everything that we did ♪ 2230 01:52:41,714 --> 01:52:44,383 ♪ It will stay ♪ 2231 01:52:44,425 --> 01:52:47,094 ♪ It will stay ♪ 2232 01:52:47,136 --> 01:52:50,389 ♪ It will stay with us ♪ 2233 01:53:18,125 --> 01:53:23,047 ♪ There was a time to tell you ♪ 2234 01:53:23,923 --> 01:53:28,344 ♪ Till we turn to dust ♪ 2235 01:53:29,345 --> 01:53:33,849 ♪ Everything that we felt ♪ 2236 01:53:34,558 --> 01:53:37,102 ♪ It will stay ♪ 2237 01:53:37,144 --> 01:53:39,813 ♪ It will stay ♪ 2238 01:53:39,855 --> 01:53:42,691 ♪ It will stay ♪ 2239 01:53:42,733 --> 01:53:45,277 ♪ It will stay ♪ 2240 01:53:45,319 --> 01:53:50,324 ♪ It will stay with us ♪ 2241 01:53:52,201 --> 01:53:56,664 ♪ Till we're down the road ♪ 2242 01:53:57,540 --> 01:54:02,169 ♪ I'll see you again ♪ 2243 01:54:02,211 --> 01:54:06,966 ♪ I don't know when ♪ 2244 01:54:07,007 --> 01:54:12,012 ♪ And I know you'll be the same ♪ 2245 01:54:14,765 --> 01:54:19,770 ♪ And I know I'll be the same ♪ 2246 01:54:21,981 --> 01:54:26,986 ♪ Unchanged ♪ 2247 01:54:28,946 --> 01:54:32,700 ♪ You'll free me again ♪ 2248 01:54:32,741 --> 01:54:37,580 ♪ But I'll never be free ♪ 2249 01:54:37,621 --> 01:54:42,543 ♪ Of memories ♪ 2250 01:54:42,585 --> 01:54:47,590 ♪ And I know your life will change ♪ 2251 01:54:50,467 --> 01:54:55,472 ♪ And I know my life will change ♪ 2252 01:54:57,683 --> 01:55:02,730 ♪ Unchained ♪ 2253 01:55:02,771 --> 01:55:06,900 ♪ Unchained unchained ♪ 2254 01:55:06,942 --> 01:55:10,988 ♪ You'll drift away ♪ 2255 01:55:11,030 --> 01:55:16,035 ♪ Like roses on the sea ♪ 2256 01:55:20,664 --> 01:55:24,668 ♪ Stars up in the sky ♪ 2257 01:55:24,710 --> 01:55:29,632 ♪ Well they're always alone ♪ 2258 01:55:29,673 --> 01:55:34,678 ♪ They're on their own ♪ 2259 01:55:34,720 --> 01:55:39,725 ♪ And I know that they'll always shine ♪ 2260 01:55:42,770 --> 01:55:47,775 ♪ And I know that they'll always shine ♪ 2261 01:55:49,943 --> 01:55:52,112 ♪ On time ♪ 2262 01:55:57,326 --> 01:56:01,080 (mellow instrumental music)